Losing time when drunk.

Justme - "only drinking on the weekends" is a step, yes, but it's not a committment. The only way you are going to break this addiction and conquer alcoholism is to make a commitment to stop. No amount of "baby steps" are going to get you there.... Only a real, true, honest commitment.

Kind of like the new Marine ad campaign, "We don't take applications, we only take committments."

Don't put in your application to stop drinking, committ to DO IT.

Wow... Ok I see... Thanks everyone!

Just wondering what it would take for you to seriously commit to the change? Rape, series of bad relationships, or something else? Whatever it is, I'm sure it can be arranged... Not necessarily with your approval, but never the less...

I need help. Imwated n high, I dubbo 3hqt to do... Smebody help me... I hooked up w.womeone I dident want too. Oh my!... I can't do this I canr..... I need someone..my adivors are maybe?

Darling, we have given you the tools to bury this habit but we can't make you use them.

You MUST get help. AA is a necessity for you. You can't care how "uncomfortable" it makes you, you must go. This is bigger than your adviser. Go to AA.

You put yourself in a dangerous situation "hooking up with someone you didn't want to."

This is serious. Get help.

Just me I really want you to think on this. Go back and read you're own posts.
The right step is
A "The thing is I'm really worried about this."
B. I did things and don't have a clue about it.
C Luckily I am around safe people
D I've been making good choices when it comes to guys.
I always used to drink this often and always have the same amount to get drunk .. I don't understand why all of a sudden

You are young in your addiction You are in school This is suppose to be the best time in your life. You have some much to look forward too.
Yes you can try to manage your drinking but I really think the drinking is managing you!
You are dealing with something stronger then yourself
Drinking is cunning baffling and powerful
Why the resistance to AA go to a few meetings just sit and listen I promise you you will hear stories that will sound familiar. You will find you are not alone. They do have AA by computer ( on Line) But it really is the feeling of communion with people and the conection that matters. Give it a shot I bet it will change your life . The choice is yours. What do you have to loose? Some groups have younger people but it is the old timers who have a lot to share. Keep looking to you have a group you feel connected with. Then you can pick a sponser That is someone you can speak with everday who understands how you feel and will help you through this. My thoughts are with you.

Thank you all. I am very upset today

What are you going to do about being upset? If you're stewing in yout own juices, you probably don't need to marinate any further. So are you angry enough to do something about it?

I'm not drinking tonite. My head is spinning.

Round and round it goes, where it stops, nobody knows...

Fun fun fun... When you're tired of all the excitement you are bringing into your life, and are ready to take some serious positive steps toward a more rational approach, remember the advice you've been offered. No one is going to force you to do the walk. You got to take the steps your self... But others will be willing to support you.

Continuing with the same behaviors but expecting to get different results is the definition of insanity.

Time to get off the merry go round... For your own sanity.