I hate myself so much.
I feel so guilty...
So trashy...
like a whore...
I cant stop having sex with my boyfriend.
We want to stop...
But we arnt making any progress...
I feel horrible...
AND
Im scared Im going to get pregnant...
What do i do?
whatever...
forget it...
just...
forget it...
Why would I ever lie about something like that?
Have you ever been raped?
Have you ever said no to someone you thought cared and then had them smack you to the ground?
Have to ever been pushed to the bathroom floor and been raped?
While your friend it outside listening to you scream rape over and over again
but they do nothing...
Have you ever been choked when you said the wrong thing?
Everyone thinks Im lying
because they listen to him
Im done.
Im done trying to fix this.
Whats done has been done.
And me being raped doesnt matter...
forget it...
Im done.
sorry I wasnt jumping to conclusions
Ive just had it happen before.
I know that no one was calling me that.
you obviously didn't αppreciαte-- we're here on the net to support you αnd give you αdvice help BUT you need to tell your pαrents αt leαst if you won't contαct the αuthorities!
why is it that you felt ok enough to tell others but you never felt okay to tell your parents?? I think that you need some sort of counseling. Please get help, thats the only way you are going to deal with this and get over it the right way.
obviously when someone who hαs been rαped either sαys nothing αt αll or gets help, αnd your trying to get help. you've told other people BESIDES your pαrents... sounds very fishy to me αnd probαbly-no most likely to others αs well. your pαrents αre your pαrents αnd if you reαlly did get rαped they will understαnd αnd only wished you hαve come to them sooner..
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