Okay, so I am fourteen years old, I'm a girl, and I moved to New York about two years ago. I mean, normally I don't care for people who judge or anything, I try to e narcissistic so people don't bring me down, I don't nt to be sad. I like rock music, I'm really into japanese culture and anime, but I mean its not like I force it onto others! I can be a completely noral person, but I don't want to follow the crowd because I'm not going to pretend to be someone else! But recetly I've gotten a boyfriend, he's two grades younger than me cause he was held back but he's only a year younger and age, and I wanted to date someone outside my grade so they would't get comments. His best friend, his best friends sister, and her friend were telling him that I was a lesbian and using him for cover(not true! ), and that I was ugly, and his cousin found out he was dating me and called me gross and crap ad what the heck! Like all of a sudden I'm finding out these people hate me, and hearing things I don't want to hear and I just want to die because obviously no one cares about me and I'm just a niusance to everyone... Why does everyone hate me?

They don't hate you. People are just going along with everyone so rumors wonjt start about them and so they can fit in. don't listen ti them or do anything darrastic. Just wait it out.

You were obviously comfortable with yourself before all of this began, because you have a personality true to yourself. However, you need to break it off with this boy, your relationship isn't healthy. Has he ever defended you? And you are not going to die. Write a list of everyone and everything that makes you feel bad and cross them out of your life, unless their your parents of course
Another thing that will help you is stating a sport you find fun, maybe hockey for example, this will get your anger out, make you healthier, give you more self-confidence and help you look great!

By the way not everyone hates you.

Drag your thoughts away from your troubles... by the ears, by the heels, or any other way you can manage.

I'm a 35yr old Australian mother of 6. I have two teenage girls. They've been through similar & so did I at your age. Gossiping little idiots are everywhere. We would all be bored & jobless without them. The problem with you is that you're intelligent & have more interesting things to talk about. They are stupid & can only think to talk about each other. You're weird to them because they don't understand what you're talking about! Change your thinking... they are the odd ones. And yes there's a lot of them... the worlds made up of ridiculously stupid people. Just surround yourself with like-minded people, it takes time but you will find them. There's a saying down under is aus, YOU CAN COUNT YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ON ONE HAND! 5 or less sounds sad but at least they are honest & real. Goodluck