ok so i have a few things that i need to try and figure out

first of all i have an amazing boyfriend but the way that i act im afraid that im going to push him away i always wanna talk to him or be with him and i know its just cause i really love him and care about him and he was my first so it makes me really attached to him but i dunno what to do like i freak out when im not talking to him and just go crazy i know it needs to stop but i just dont know how to fix the way that i act

then there is my dad we have never had a good relationship and i kinda wanna cut him out of my life all together and all

then my ex best firend who i stopped being friends with because of the fact that i heard that she ed my boyfriend while i was dating him but that is the past now and now i have a new amazing boyfriend who i know loves me and so does she so i approched her the other day and we talked about everything that happend and we came to the conclution that we dont know how long it will be untill we can be good friends again of ever but for the time being we are cool i just really hope we can be good friends again cause lately i have realized that i really miss our friendship and all the times that we had together ans i jsut wish i could go back i dunno i only need advice on the first one i just had to get this other stuff out

N0help4u

You need to learn that as much as you love him you can't obsess over him and suffocate him with acting so needy or it will push him away.