i hate life...my 7 year old little brother has a tumor in his brain stem and will probably die...my 12 year old little brother is abused by my real mom...and hes a jerk to me! my dad is always mad...he has anger management issues...if he gets mad he will hit me..my step mom is only 15 years older than me! and shes a royal !!! my 15 year old sister trys to control everything i do! shes like a MAJOR christian...and if i cuss she gets PISSED! and my little 10 year old sister pretty much runs my life...i have to do what she says because ill get in trouble for saying anything mean to her...she is my step moms child! and my other little sister who is 4 is the biggest brat you will ever meet in your life! and my 2 best friends Erinn and Christie are the only people i trust...at times i dont even trust Christie....shes a backstabber and she likes to bail on me and erinn! me and erinn are planning to run away when we turn 17 and go live in North Carolina where she used to live...we live in Texas right now...and there are like 600 people in my town..and all the guys are jerks! everyone of them is a jerk....there are NO nice guys in my class.. there were 4 michael keena tj and justin...my best guy friends but they all moved........my life is just not going to good...and at times i just want to die! the only thing that makes me wanna live is knowing that erinn will always be there for me! she is my bestest friend ever...and she might be moving.....im really sad about that! i mean who am i gonna get drunk with if she moves!?!?! anyways.....i just really hate my life...and i need someone to talk to...preferably someone my age!!!!!





ps. i REALLY want a boyfriend but all the guys are jerks to me! what do i do about that???

help_ful101

man that sounds like my life....my life is messed up my mom left n my aunt took care of me wit my 2 sisters but she already had 3 kids so she had to send my sisters to the childrens aid... n i havnt seen them since im 15 now n i talked to them once...i left when i was six..... running a way is never the answer bt if u hav to make sure its ful proof...... plse reply n ill c ur options thst u cann take 3 years is along time ....... im @ be care ful .... n good luck may god be with u.... if u get a boy friends u can probly live wit him ...but dont rush itt

wezziebabii28

Everythings Going To Be Okay Everybody Lives In Hell You Got To Make It Threw Hell To Get Threw Heaven My Dad Left When I Was 9 Went With My Moms Sister Have 3 Kids And Got Married My Brother Got Shot 2 Nights Ago My Dads A Drug Addict My Moms An Alcholic And My Brothers A Gangbanger And I Just Smoke Cigs Believe Me Your Strong And Your Going To Make It Threw Welll I Hope My Comment Helps You In Any Kind Of Way

Good Luck

help_ful101

holy im so so so sorry... wow ur very strong..... u to gudd luck

kateuk

If you have so many problems like this at home it seems a good idea to find somewhere else to live for a while, like help_ful101 said. Not permanently of course, just maybe it'll be a wake up call for your family to see how hard things are for you. Have a talk with Erinn and her parents, she seems like she'll understand.
And about the drinking - I can see why you do it and I know a lot of 14 year olds who do, but it's really not worth it, there are so many other ways to have fun and forget problems without damaging your body. The odd drink is fine but it seems you're a regular binger, which, as you probably know, will lead to serious health issues in the future. Maybe join a youth club, or do some afterschool activities. This will also lead to you getting a larger group of friends so you aren't so dependent on Erinn, and maybe even new boys
Siblings always are guna get on your nerves. That's what they're there for If you have a talk with the older ones, who'll understand you, maybe you can get across how sad they're making you. This is really important.
I don't really know what I can say about your sick brother, I'm really sorry and I wish you all the best of luck, it sucks that some people get a bad hand in life but if you stay strong you can work through it

kateuk

ps I'm 16 so hopefully I count as your age

darkalliance

this lass isn't wanting some faith trip she's wanting advice... and not from 2 millennia ago. look KT lifes a , i was abused at a young age, i've had mates die when i was 3, 4, and 5. then my nan died at 6 and then another mate and my dad at 9. and then at 16 i found out i was pregnant. since i had my daughter lifes turned around... DON'T GET PREGNANT... its not easy and it really isn't a way out. the reason it helped me is because the responsibility took me out of a very bad depression, started by drinking. things will start looking up for you love and eventually, if its what you want, you will be able to go back to church, i managed to.

Necronot

I hate to break it to you all, but "this lass" hasn't responded to this thread in about a month, which is kind of worrying considering the content of the question, and how many answers she's gotten, not even considering the 10-ish PMs we all know have been sent to her. And by "kind of," I mean "very." Either way, posting further responses doesn't look like it's gonna do much. Good luck, wherever you are, Occifer KT.

MeMeMoo

Im sorry if i am no help becuz i am only 12, but i feel really sorry for you.

Sometimes, yes, life sucks. Your getting all of lifes suckyness now. Im sorry but I have no idea what to do about your family you could try to go to your best friends house most of the time? Also if theres no nice guys in your yr - its better to be single. TRUST ME. You'll end up hating them more in the end once you break-up with them. I think the best thing you can do though- about your family- is just pray and pray and pray to God.

Gd Luck and Best Wishes,

MeMeMoo =]

ashley568

Im not going to preach to you or tell you or your f***ing up nor do I think god will solve yours problems. You need to solve your problems. By the time I was 14 I had tried many drungs and drank most weekends. But your life is what you make of it. And yes I do think you need to talk to someone...Your still young and have a good chance to find yourself. I do think finding an activity that you enjoy could help such as dancing, horseback riding, soccar, dirt bike riding ANYTHING were you can refocus your anger into something positive and replace the alchol. I understand it, it is a chance to go to your "happy palce" and escpae the harsh realities of life. But you can find a sober "happy palce" And siblings are usually there to tourture you. My brothers were so mean to me as kids but now that we have all grown up you cannot find three closer siblings than us. As far as your father goes if hes beating on you than maybe you need to go into foster care until he can fix himself. Oh by the way boys suck. lol. Dont worry too much about that right now you have a lot of time to deal with boy drama. I hope this helps a little.

darkalliance

no need to get nasty, i'm only a kid myself. and anyway a lot of other things could've happened mr pessimist