Ok, so im 15 (16 in 2 weeks! woo!) and i've always thought that i was completely straight. I read yaoi and things but i've never been attracted to a girl, but i've noticed while talking to a friend who is similar, i have a fascination about breasts!

My group of friends always pretend to be lesbian with each other and we grope whenever we feel like it because we're childish like that, but i like it so now im paranoid.
I cant visualize myself going out with a girl, but i can imagine a one night stand thing going on, I'm attracted to men, i definitely know that.

I was attracted to women at a stage when i was younger (around 9 ish) at that time i had a bi-curious best friend and she "used" me to test herself so we sort of had sex, i dont know if it counts though because neither of us knew what we were doing, we just went with the flow.
And now im confused and a little dreading of what i am. Can someone tell me?

Altenweg

Maybe she meant that she loves you like a sister.

Altenweg

When I go shoe shopping I don't try on a pair unless I really like them, so you see, I don't have to try on every pair in the store. Do you understand where I'm going with this?

Experimenting with sex is never a good idea.

Time will tell, not experimentation needed. You are what you are and will be what you are meant to be, just give it time.

Princess-IMYM

She said she was embarrassed about it though, if she loved me like a sister she wouldnt start crying would she?
I thought it would be like how i love this boy but dont want to be in a relationship with him, its hard to explain the feeling but its like i want to marry him and have a family and live together, but i dont want to date him or anything.

And i would never experiment with sex, thats just stupid.
I have grown a brain over the years since i was 9 and impressionable.

Altenweg

The only thing I can tell you is to ask her what she meant. Unfortunately no one else will be able to tell you, only her.

Ask her, talk to her, find out why she said what she did and what she meant.

Princess-IMYM

I dont want to push her and she likes my cousin, I dont mind what she thinks about me because shes my bestie and i love everything that comes with her, So it doesnt really matter until she wants to talk about it again, i was just hoping for a little insight

Altenweg

Sorry, I wish I had some insight, but it's hard to figure out what's on someone elses mind, unless they tell you.

Good luck.

Princess-IMYM

It's alright, i accept her anyway

Altenweg

That's what friends are for, acceptance, love, no matter what.

You're on the right track.

Princess-IMYM

Well, she is my wife.
Last year we got married out side of the co-op in november, to prove how close we were and still are
She's like family anyway