| been really depressed just wanna die!
ive been really depressed lately and i think the main reason is because of my parents i mean my mom is a complete to me she is always putting me down and everything about school apperance and friends and the ones that she thinks is so bad is nothing and i mean really nothing i mean no matter how hard i do try in school she really does not give a and its never good enough for her so it has made me get the attitude of why try no matter what i do its never good for her. she always calls me an ungrateful when im not like whenever she is doing something that looks like she might need help i offer to help her but she says no and then yells at me later for never helping out.. then she never believes me for anything i say to her telling me no matter what i do i lie to her and its not true i have not lied to my mom to loose her trust since freshman year and she says she cant trust me cause i always lie to her and then she tells me things that i have lied to her about that was never a lie and its making me really mad no matter what i say to fix it it dont help. and then there is my dad and he is never around he never calls i dont think that i have talked to him since my birthday witch was last november not even for christmas did he call or anything i never seem i havent seen him in 2 years at the least and i really dont get why he does not care about me.. ive been so depressed the last few days that all i have wanted to do was die.. ive been driving more hoping that ill get in a car wreck or something so that i can see who really cares i really dont think anyone would care if i died and thats all i wanna do right now. i dont know where to go anymore what to do everything is just becoming to much for me all i do is cry i cant do it anymore please please please help me somebodyyy please
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