| Thanks to the 3 of you for your responses.
I am usually a very free and independent thinker. However as free as I am I do feel lately that others are trying to hold me back. They are not doing this intentionally, matters mostly out of their control, but obviously my subconscious is not aware of that yet.
Strange thing is for the past couple of months I am able to control every aspect of my dreams. I can stop them, start them, change them, and get out of them if things get too tough. I understand this is called lucid dreaming. However, if I am lucid dreaming, I question whether I am really getting proper rest. Not much of what I dream could I possibly incorporate into my personal life. The matter of the subject is usually to extreme and for lack of a better word - farfetched.
However, I thank you all for the info, this has proved most useful and has helped me better to understand. |