About idk how many months ago but I carved an H & a J into my forearm becuz that was my x boyfriends ennisals it was on the top of my forearm I now after the most noticable scars ever!!

& I hate it because I always have to wear longsleve tshirts and sweatshirts I just wanna be a girl and wear cute tops without people always seeing those 2 scars! Its almost summer time and im worrying about it and im wondering how the rest of my future is going to be with these scars u can really really see them!!! I feel like ive ruined my life and I wish I would of never done it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Can anyone answer me..and tell me how you can fade scars really really good?? I always put powder over my scars to make them less noticable but it always wares off like every 3 hours and im tired of putting makeup over it. So can someone help me on how to make scars fade?? i need ur HELP!!!