[halifornia]

I feel terrible the last three or four months my boyfriend has been really sick to the point where he couldn't work for two months (he still has his job) but the doctors are having a hard time figuring it out they finally discovered its something to do with his heart but they haven't quite diagnosed him. I work 8-5 and I know it's bad please don't judge me I'm just nosy and I go through his phone he doesn't really talk to anyone but he watches porn all day at work I mean yes he also sleeps a lot because he's sick but when he isn't sleeping all day he's watching porn, I have a pretty good sex drive and but we only have sex MAYBE once a week if I'm lucky and he is always talking about adding one of my friends which we kind of tried and I'm just not for it it's weird, and I mean I like porn I watch it but not for hours. And I feel like I can't tell him I know because then he will know I looked at his phone. I'm just so stressed I've been paying both of our bills for the last two or three months and I just feel stuck. We've lived together now for about eight months and I am just lost and hurt I just need some serious advice.

[halifornia]

While I'm at work not while he is at work**