You haven't slipped into the dreaded friend zone, that's where you've comfortably always been. It's not a punishment, it's a privilege. "If I can't have more, I'm going to look down on what I do have" is a horrible habit. Don't do that.
So, you risk ruining your privileged friendship if you speak of developing more with her. Also, you NEVER, NEVER, NEVER coax or offer cheating behavior, you don't offer it in your life and you don't tempt it in others. You don't do it. Period. Don't ever forget that.
Having said that, you CAN risk it, but you're risking everything. The friend zone position could quite easily be revoked, OK?
If you would rather stop being around her altogether because you "can't" control your thoughts/actions, then tell her how you feel and you're interested in more with her if she's ever boyfriendless again.
Then, let the chips fall where they may. Good luck.
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