Originally Posted by
bella05
Thank you guys so much for your support. It means a lot for me.
At the moment i don't have any health insurance :rolleyes: to seek profesional help. I will have one next year and until then i just keep praying and sleep( if i can so i don't have to think about my problems ).
I buy pills over the counter but it doesn't help much. Life is unfair and not worth living but i just keep praying for things to change.
Thank you all.
Dear balla. DON'T ever get over the counter anti-depressant pills. They are addictive and dangerous. Outside of that, the meds you are taking,
need to be prescribed by a doctor, so who gave them to you? If you got them from a pharmacist, he can get into trouble if he cannot prove that he received a prescription from a professional first.
If you do need sleep and can't exercise or work enough to make you sleep normally, try
Melatonin, this is a type that the body normally produces itself, but some people mess up their bodies so much that it can no longer produce it.
Diet pills, anti-depressants, and pain-killers that are taken on your own without professional advice is very dangerous because of the side-effects and mental changes it makes you go through. You could also check on your diet, eat the right foods, and check on some vitamins that will bring your body back to normal balance, because it sounds like you are really in need to 'fix' it.
If you try to stop the anti-depressants all at once, it will not make you feel good at all, as these types of meds need to be tapered off, by smaller doses, i.e.. Half for one week, a fourth for the second week, and then you can stop them. But cold 'turkey' on them is dangerous. Please stop 'treating yourself' and seek advice from a nurse or someone in the medical field, if you have no insurance, and start taking better care of yourself.
Also, again tell your fiancé as he will be going through this with you and needs to understand what is going on. And talking about your problems with him might be the best for the both of you. You don't want to go on further with him with this lie, do you? Yes life sometimes is really terrible, but you can't always run to medications that might harm you, every time you have a problem. You need to find another solution and get back to a healthy way of living so that you can face the problems when they come.
Good Luck. And please take my Warnings serious!.