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I hope I didn't come off as a jerk or anything... I am just so mentally tired of the ordeal... I'm still ignoring her calls and emails. I am really trying at NC. Still thinking about her night and...

I did not tell everyone. I had a best friend that I confined in. I told him to be quiet, he did the first time she cheated. So I thought this time would be the same.

I was really upset before, but...

Lol.. I decided that I wasn't going to do it. I admit that I was VERY emotional at that point. But like you guys said, I walk away and let it be and I did NOT say anything to the wife or her family.

I just need to take my own advice, I know

You.. she called me with a blocked number today, I didn't know and picked up. She called to yell at me because, word traveled back to her that people know what happened.

For some reason, I did...

Emailed the ex

Big mistake... I emailed her to ask her if she was OK... but got no response.

I am thinking about changing my number but I am looking for work so I do not if that is a good idea.

Live your life... that's what everyone is going to tell you on here... and they are right.

Her sister just called me demanding the guys address... I guess she found out..

Its because you still have an attachment to her. I think about my ex all the time. I was romantically with another girl but all I thought about was my ex. BUT (this is what I am/been telling myself)...

Here is the emotions that I go through the day...

Morning I wake up sad and upset that I am not with my ex for all the things so has done to me.

Afternoon.. better...
Evening.. starting to...

You... I don't know why she would do what she did... my friend that is a girl said that my ex just wants to keep me emotionally attached so she can have her fun with other guy.

My ex messed up my...

I had that feeling too when I was with someone else.. but I would say stick to the NC. I broke NC and went to my ex and it didn't work out well.

Woke up feeling like a nightmare again. Then I checked my email.

My ex sent me an email saying: she doesn't know what to say anymore, and that she changed her number. If I needed anything to email...

It is like every morning for me.. I go to sleep thinking will be a better day... but it has been a nightmare

It feels like an addiction... and I am going through withdrawal

So pretty much don't do anything at all? After I told my friend, he told me not to worry because I will always be the bigger person. For me not to feel guilty because I was in such a bad spot... ...

I have a problem. Now that my emotions are a little more under control. I want to really walk from this as the bigger person and just let things be.

But here is the issue, my best friend that has...

I am having a hard time again. My friends don't understand why I am so emotional. *sigh* I wear my emotions on my shelves.. what can I say or do? =(

Wow... my ex said the same thing to me after she broke up and cheated on me.

Here is the thing, I was in his situation and I don't if he feels the same way but this was what I felt. Even though...

Boo... my neighbor didn't come home so I can't get the firepit

I should make a vid to this YouTube - Love Stinks - Wedding Singer

How about... plain white t's-hate.. still a little love sick

Still sounds lovesick like

She was cheating...

Thanks everyone for the advice and support.. it is going to be a hard long journey..

Going to burn everything tonight before I chicken out.. any music suggestions?

I think you are right.. I feel the same emptiness... now I know, moving on is the key.. eff everything that has to do with this drama.. at least this help me know that I SHOULD NOT do anything...

Dude.. you're going down my path.. you are so worried about what is going on with her... just like me right now.. I know its hard.. but we need to focus on other things...

Its done.. called the hotline, and its done

You its up to me... but I don't know

I'm not going to sue or anything. I just want to bring it to the attention of the hospital. Such an unethical doctor, how is that good for the hospital?

Maybe this is his karma. Me telling the...

You.. but how is that ethical? I'm actually getting upset thinking about it. He should have told some other doctor to examine me...

Here is my blog story.. randomness... I changed some of the numbers and location..

I think there is an app called iblacklist

NC man.. stick to it... and block the text

Such a debate... self-conflict is a witch.. I want to report him for this but at the same time, I think I should walk from this.

The irony of this, my ex from before this one (2years) is back. I...

Dude.. I think I scared off their relationship. Because she told him it was done and over. And he wanted to end it too because he found out that I know. I should have left it alone that they can...

You I totally know that... I see that some of your situation and feels are very similar to mine... I just posted that so that you can avoid being where I'm at...

If you think that is bad.. read my story randomness...

Just don't fall into my path because you feel like you do now... please stick to the NC

I hope that is true because its all going in the flames

I was at your spot and I messed up and had to start over. What you described is exactly how I feel and its normal... I guess. Lol like what everyone... time should help.

You I'm trying to tell myself that.. I should force myself to see this (talk into the mirror or something lol).

And tell myself this.
"I am worth it to be happy with or without this person in my...

I was with my girlfriend for 7 years... and she first told me the same thing as you. And I have been feeling the same things...

In my case, there was another person in the picture.. but this is...

I forgot to add what happened yesterday... her parents love me.. so I went to say thanks and goodbye because I could not do this anymore...

My ex called me and told me that we can work on this...

Not in cali... 3 weeks from now.. so far...

Bonfire it is.. stuff animals OK to burn? Don't want to die from the smell lol

I remember when my friend (before going to the army) we did the same thing... just the memories, 7 years... I have a small lock box of pictures of my past ex.. maybe ill just throw one picture in...

Sigh... this sucks

Thanks.. I have all the photos and stuff animals and other stuff she has given me... we are have a bonfire at the beach on the 27th... maybe I should just burn it all there..

I found this article that might be useful to some of you... hope it helps someone

Relationship Withdrawal - Why You Feel Like You're Going to Die

I don't know why I'm taking this so hard, when she wronged me so badly... its like I'm in an abusive relationship but can't get away from it.. wth... I think that someone is a physical abusive...