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More than playing with you- she herself seemed confused.

Keep a check if she is not in any bad situation through friends, but other then that, be on NC 100%

I think that you must live your own life than have someone else judge you on just looks. If the guy is not caring that could be taken as a reason, but being dark and ugly doesn't sound nice of your...

How about trying to make him jealous by getting date. If you see any discomfort from him, its obvious that though he has feelings for you, he isn't sure.

May be he is self conscious about his own short comings. He may not like something that he really can't share with you.

This may sound really crazy, but just for the sake of your kids- how about being in a polyamory or triad form of relationship. But of course only if your friend and your husband are interested.

Sorry couldn't read the whole, but what I would suggest is that you seem to have had too much of the guy, best would be to find someone else and try dating someone new. You may get a better idea.

Ever thought that may be you are so beautiful that most guys think that you are way out of their league?

Could you tell why did his Parents came over to break up you two. Seems weird to me.

Dreams are meant to be dreams and not over analyzed for long.

She is too confusing to understand. Best of luck for future and do keep us updated.

Its not possible to lose so much of weight. But you lose up to 6 kg. I for one lost 18 kg in 4 months, but it was'nt healthy and it all happened cause of change of work and a new city.
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