Hello,
You seem to be a very nice girl, matured and dedicated for your life. Listen, you must not compromise to be with someone, just for the sake of being with someone. There is the whole world out there. There are guys, who would not even in dreams, would ever cheat on their girlfriends.
Make you life big, become something, you have responsibility for your family, like a mom, now. Please do not punish yourself for someone else's mistake. If the guy, you are with, has these problems. He knows, that he can be forgiven by you, and that increases his probability to cheat again.
You, being so nice - can be taken advantage of.
In your next relationship, make sure you clear this, cheating means breakup, and there is absolutely no excuse. Stay away from trouble, this guy could keep you stressed and one day, you will be 40 and have achieved nothing.
Keep focused, do well in school, life, and keep yourself motivated. Friends, well, you don't have any, that is okay, you will find some. IF not, make books your friends, your sister, your dad.
Read this book if you get a chance "How to win friends and influence people" by Dale Carnegie. It would cost you only 11 bucks CND. If you are in states, a little less. Chapters or Barnes or Nobles would have it.
Try keep smiling, there is no point in taking more stress; please, and stay away from people who gives you stress. It is not worth it. Good people deserves to be with good people, only and no other compromises.
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