ok 3 years ago my bfs son died (this was before i met him) and 6 months ago i got pregnant it took me a couple of days for it to sink in i really didnt know what i wanted to do so i just started thinkin logically and we wasnt in the best position to have a baby we didnt have the money we were still living at home we had no jobs so we thought it would be unfair to bring a child into the world knowing we couldnt support it so i had an abortion i went for the fist appointment ut when it came to morning of the last one i really didnt want to go i didnt tell him tho he just thought i was tired so he made me go and it was really hard to go through with it that day but now we think i might be pregnant again well were pretty sure i did a test but the results were invalid an im due on my period next week so im just going to wait and see but if i am pregnant i want to keep it i couldnt go through with it again it wud kill me an ive told him that but he says he isnt ready but he wouldnt want to have another abortion either but he hasnt moved on from his son yet so i dont know whether to keep it or not if i am pregnant i dont want to put him through any pain

what should i do thanx

talaniman

He is not the one you need to be worried about, but you and your unborn baby. You made one mistake, and paid for it, and now your back at the same point, because you learned nothing the first time around. At this point, his feelings and concerns are irrelevant, and you should make a decision based on your own concerns. Make your physical, and emotional health your priority. Adoption should be considered. Do you have someone you can trust to give you aid and advice, like a friend, pastor, or profesional?