I just want to thank everyone who responded to my problem Devone, Talinanian, cherry.You all helpd me so much Well I did it I let go It wasnt easy but i did it I knew GOD would show me that she wasnt right 4 me and that she would screw up again. just wanted to let everyone know that im not stupid. The reason I stayed with her after her mom told me she was HIV pos is cause i loved her and figured i probably had it now too. i diddnt want to be alone forever. I know thats crazy. But im happy to report to yall that i took two test Im negitive Ill go in 6 months for another. Please keep me in your prayers. To talinanian (sorry if i spelled it wrong) I am a glutton 4 punishment I do need some help. Had a really tough childhood. Im going to go to counseling when i get insurance. Does anyone know of any free counseling online? thanx to all Peace and blessing.