| Some wise people tell me what to do!
I had a long distant relationship of 3 years. We're in different countries. He always came to visit me every year when he had a chance. We talked, chatted with each other once or twice a day. Although we had some fights and stuff but it was ok since he knows i am too young and childish compared with him.
Last year he couldnt visit me so he asked me to visit him and his family to go to the next step of the relationship (since we talked so much about future and stuff), my mom didnt let me go so i didnt go. We had a huge fight, l called him names, we broke up. I found myself ty to call my darling names so i appolozy, i discussed with him about things, he said if i dont want to come to visit him and his family then there is NO WAY we can be together. I felt hurt and we really broke up. I didnt want to cause him pain (because i did it pretty much since i was so childish, sometimes i just get angry out of nothing at all).
I didnt contact him for months. Its about 8 months since we officially broke up. He still cares and loves and misses me as he said so. He sent me emails, ecards on every special occasion. BUt yet again he is still in half-way: not really getting back together, not normal friends. I asked him why, he said our situation is still really hard, we're still in different countries. I was fed up. I told him to meet someone else and forget me and i'm really glad to see him having new gf but he just said "i dont want anyone else, noone is as great as you".
Lately (2days ago), he sent me a huge parcel with full of presents, very meaningful, a ring, rocks that he took at the top of ROcky Mountain when he went to it... and many other things. But i dont know, i dont really feel eager to receive these. I dont know what to do, why everything is still in half-way, i hate it. Even though we just chat casually sometimes, but it still drops me hope but i hate waiting.
someone tell me what to do, should i ask him directly what is going on? Or just like this?
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