[deadheart]

I have been dating this guy for 3years,we have a son together. For 3years I gave him everything I could, he got paid the 30th of every month but by the 15 he would be broke and I would help him out. His friends were only there when he had money and they would party and go clubbing till the his money was finish, after that he will sit or lay in bed whole day and just go to work and back. He hardly took me anywhere with him. I found out he was cheating and he asked for another chance and I gave it but then he did it over and over and over. He left me again for a girl that pretended to be pregnant with his child, he says he loves her and she makes him happy, I don't understand because last week he promised so much to me about our future now he just left and I think he moved in with her! I stopped working about 2months ago. I was there for him when his own family didn't want anything to do with him. I don't know what to do, I love him and I can't picture my life without him.. Deep in my heart I have a pinch of hope that God will make him realize his mistakes and he will change for me and our son..