Originally Posted by
dreken105
Me and my girlfriend are on break, her choice not mine,
Then since she made that choice, let her live by it. If she wanted you in her life she should have kept it that way. But I can already tell you she sees you as a friend only which is why she took this “break.” Break was the easy way for her to let you down easy. She sees you as a friend, nothing more.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
but we are also best friends in ever way and we both love each other more then anything,
No you don't. You love her more than many things. She does not feel the same way about you.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
and i really mean that its not a silly high school relationship this is real,
It sounds every bit like a silly high school relationship. Let's at least get honest about it. Let's quit living in fantasy land and start facing the facts of what's really going on.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
we've both felt it.
You felt it. You can not speak for her. I normally couldn't speak for her but I will do so anyway. She sees you as a friend. That is why she dumped you. Because if she really truly loved you she wouldn't dump you. That is for real.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
i know i should go with the break and go check out other people w.e all that,
I'm not sure what w.e. stands for so I didn't quite get that. But I believe you should take a break for awhile and refocus yourself on you life. But yes you should go with the break.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
but when she calls crying about something i want to be there for her and i still call her sweetie and all those things but idk i think im doing this wrong
You are. Like I said she sees you as a friend. Your in the trap many guys fall into. Your in the friend zone. You're her doormat to drop all her problems on. She sees you as another one of the girls and treats you accordingly. She drops all her problems on you, gets a confidence boost then moves on. Women want men, not another woman because if you act like a woman then they treat you like one. When she calls crying she acts just like she would to her friends.
Quit contact now. Remember she initiated the break up. While if that's what she wanted then give it to her.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
but it pains too much to not call her "sweetie" (reserved for each other regardless of other relationships) or not to comfort her when she's sad.
Okay you sound like a woman with a silly high school crush there. “Sweetie only reserved for the other, regardless of other relationship?” Come on. First that's a lie. If she met or meets someone new who calls her sweetie then she's not going to tell him not to call her that. Secondly it totally sounds like something a woman would say. Remember she wants a man, not another woman. If you want to call her something that nobody else would call her, and I'm not sure why that's even important to be honest, then call her a nickname that matches her personality.
Also it's not your job to comfort her when she's sad. She asked for the break so give it too her. Let her problems belong to someone else now.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
i say i love you well not even that.... its not only me she says it to, i wont usually say i first, she will... and when we see each other sometimes just maybe just out of habit, but w.e it is we've kissed and hugged....
I really didn't get all that but the gist of it was, I think, that you still tell each other your I love you. Well she's lying. If she really did she'd be with you.
Here's what's really going on. Your emotional and you miss her. You've become a doormat for her to complain and whine too and she knows this and is stringing you along. Your going to be the back up plan. Your going to be number 2... or 3 or 4 when whatever she tries with someone else doesn't work out.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
especially when either of us are feeling down...
Ala proof.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
we've been on break for alittle more then a month now but it still pains and i get jealous when she tells me that she cuddled or something with someone else
Oh jeez. More proof. Not only that she's actually telling you. I've got to admit that takes something. I'm not even sure what. Courage or stupidity. Wow. Seriously that only confirms she sees you as a doormat backup plan. When things don't work out she'll contact you until someone else comes along.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
, its really hard to be on full break....
Your not on full break. Full break means getting her out of your life.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
we've been getting better at though but i just need her to look at me the way she did before,
Well that's not going to happen. She sees you as a friend….actually she sees you more as a doormat. She has no respect for you.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
which she does when we're out of school but her friends screw things up so much because they dont believe in talking to your ex- or being friend with an ex- or anything of the such on top of hating me...
In other words at school she puts on the act but when she needs to , whine, complain, moan, or groan she calls you first away from them.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
i just dont know wat to do i feel down and.. i need to talk to her....
Actually you need to quit talking to her. Like yesterday.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
cause not because she's my sweetie but because she really is my best friends and feelings like that i just dont feeling comfortable confiding to anyone else....
First, she's not your best friend. I question weather she's a friend at all to be honest. But sharing your feelings with her is what women do when they talk to each other. This is what I mean when I say she sees you as another woman. Your not acting like a man. You need to be worried about you and not give a damn about what she thinks.
Originally Posted by
dreken105
and i believe she feels the same way its just so confusing... :confused: :( i just wish i could have her back finally..... or atleast know where be boundaries should be to be able to get her back
She doesn't feel the same way. She might tell you she does but she's lying. The reality is I don't see you getting her back. She sees you as the doormat. The only way to get out of this is to quit contact with her. If she calls and starts her usual whining I'd flat out tell her that you don't have time for that anymore. I probably follow that up with your problems belong to you and not me, and you gave up the privilege of me trying to help you with them when you made the decision to break. NOT ONE of her girlfriends talk like that. They all sit around and whine together. Get yourself out of that pack and stand up for yourself like a man would do. She's probably going to come back at you with something stupid like, “well I thought we were friends and could share with each other” to which you should reply “I'm looking for different things than you can offer in both friendship and a relationship. I'm sorry I just can't be around someone who brings me down all the time.” Then I'd end that phone call. You talk about turning the tables. That would make her wonder what the hell just happened. That would make her wonder exactly who she's dealing with. That would even create a little mystery.
On top of that what's she going to do, complain to her friends that you stood up to her, put her in her place, and said that she whines too much. Please. She's got nothing.
That's a suggestion of what you could do. The truth is though I think you need to get rid of her. I think she sees you as a doormat and didn't value you when she had you.