well some of you know my story. been broken up for 4 months now...dated for 2 years. she started seeing soem ohter guy all the while telling me she needs space and will come back when shes ready.......we have been talking here and there so i mention that she just dump him and go back out with me, and she tells me "well i cant just do it over night " she tells me to give her space no contact all the bull....the minute i do...shes texting me wonderign what im doing and everythign else. there was a guy in the picture a week after she dumped me but the whole time if i dont talk to her for 3 days she always finds a way to get ahold of me to wonder what im doing?? why?????? then she sends me this email the other day.....

To my beautiful (my name was here)

Happy 2 years and four months Kevin Michael,

I hate this pain in my throat and in my heart right now, I am sorry that I am that selfish that I call you like that, I miss you I miss your voice and god everything. I miss the feeling of security I miss the feeling I had one summerish morning when we ate fruit on my porch, when you were getting ready to drive away we stood by your white truck and I never wanted to let you go and i told you i loved you and felt it through my whole entire body, I have never felt that way before I doubt I ever will again.

I love our CD in fact I listened to Feels like Home on the way to work yesterday. I hated fighting with you last night Kevin I really did. I never liked going to bed angry or sad, and I never really did babe, so that was why I called back I wanted to fix whatever I could.

I know I confuse you and I could be more sorry for that, you wrote in here that if you don't here form me in a few weeks you will know your answer......well if you don't here from me in a few weeks please know that it is killing me, I know this doesn't make sense but it is like the time that I spend away from you makes me realize everything I am missing, I hate that I temporaily drifted and I hate that there is this road block up right now preventing me from being with you, and I hate even more that there is a fight between my head and my heart. Why is this so hard for me, why do I think about us and it brings me to tears, why can I not even look at you without want to cry and smile and just burst with every emotion imaginable. When Kelli and I went shopping on Monday we were listening to the radio and feels like home came on then about 10 min later we turn on a mixed CD and angel eyes is playing, everything takes me back to you, to us, but why does something in me fight it Kevin. What the hell am I fighting here?

More than anything, I hate how unfair I am being toward you, I hate that you were there last night If I would have know I would have come there. I want you to be happy whether you are with me or not I want you to be happy. I know that when we work again you will not throw this in my face and we will start fresh, I know that because we can be that strong. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD POSSIBLY KNOW THEN AND NOW. I will never forgive myself and I will live with this regret until one day my head and heart collide and (if I am lucky enough) you open your arms back to me. I am sorry. I want things to just be easy again, and just make sense.

I love you Baby always and forever, (her name was here)

s_cianci

She obviously is very confused and doesn't know what she really wants, if she even wants anything to begin with. I wouldn't get my hopes up about this one. She doesn't sound like very viable relationship material. I'd forget about her and move on. Otherwise you're only going to end up getting hurt even more than you've already been.

LBP

Sounds like she's setting herself up to not take responsibility for her actions... I'd get away, unless she can give you something concrete.

origins13

She sounds very like my ex bf who broke up with me few months ago. She sounds very selfish. Probably she still has feelings for you, but she obviously doesn't care for you enough to consider your feelings.

She's in a confusing stage now and it's best to stay out of contact with her, otherwise you would only get a bunch of false hopes and eventually get hurt further.

tinsign

Don't you just hate mind games? It is so obvious she is playing on your emotions now.

she wants you to just sit and be depressed while waiting for a word from her ..omg reading this i thought lady from one to another you are so full of crap.

This lady is a major DRAMA QUEEN, expecting you to just to just sit and rot for 3 weeks.

Mail her for the last time and just say guess what forget the 3 weeks it's over, go find some fool of a guy to buy this crap it won't be me.