i honestly have no clue what is wrong with me. when i get in bad moods or have crappy days, i tend to beat the live out of my boyfriend.. i havent the slightest idea why. at first i will just annoy and aggervate him, then he starts to get pissed off, after i get a rise out of him, i start hittin and punching and kicking. anything i can do to hurt him.. i seriously think i have a problem. Am i bi-polar? should i be medicated?! I seriously dont think he can take anymore of it. and i really hate hurting him the way i do. i dont want to loose him because i cant control myself..

Altenweg

What? Becoming a lesbian?

Do you plan never to date again?

You need help.

rockie100

Dont you want to get better? You could have a illness. It could be you have a hormone inbalance, or something else that could be treated. You should at least care about your health.

friend4u178

I wouldn't recommend trying to beat up on a Lesbian either , just sayin'

Bottom line is you need to get some help to fix your problem if your going to lash out at anyone your with.

JudyKayTee

Maybe a man won't put his hands on a woman, won't fight back - get the feeling it's not the same with lesbians so OP dating one and beating up on "her" might just end the cycle.

jmjoseph

Have you always gotten angry when you didn't get your way?

How would your parents describe you?

Not too many people would want to be with someone who is so quick to "snap". You should seriously consider getting help.

Things like this always get worse before they get better.

What if you DON'T get help and you get angry with one of your children one day?

J_9

Maybe some jail time and a domestic violence charge will straighten you out. This is domestic abuse no matter how you look at it. Men more frequently abuse, but women do also.

Romefalls19

Avoiding your problems will only cause more. You need to own up to it, because I'm sorry if this offends any women on here. A man can only take so much abuse before he may eventually snap as well. Everyone knows, we all have our breaking points

JudyKayTee

I just checked the history of OP - she has many, many issues in her life, some of which (undoubtedly) are causing violent behavior. http://www.askmehelpdesk.com/childre...ml#post2030206

She needs counselling - in a big way and now.

I wish

You're lucky your boyfriend didn't call the police. You will need to take care your problems eventually, why postpone it? Your problems are not going to magically disappear. If you can't figure out which doctor to see, then see your family doctor to get a recommendation. But it sounds like you might need to see multiple doctors, counsellors or therapists for each problem.

It's not about being embarassed/pride/ego, it's about taking care of yourself. It takes even more confidence to accept that you have problems and to go fix them. It's easy to hide away and pretend nothing is wrong.

slapshot_oi

Better he knows than the local police chief. You at least have doctor-patient privilege.

You know you have a problem, you know you need to get help, so why are you wasting time asking us these questions? Get help already.