| Lack of Trust
I have been dating this girl for about 1 year but we have known each other for quite awhile. We have recently had a baby girl on august 16 of this year.
A little history
My girl had dated this guy mike for about 3 years. He did nothing but hurt her and treat her like ****. All she ever did was complain about him and tell me what he did to hurt her. She got hurt over the whole thing and even was going to kill herself a view times but then decided against it. She broke up with him about 6 months before her and i started dateing. During the first view months she kept his pictures up and all her old love notes and things that she wrote to him. I got upset about this and she ended up throwing all her old love notes away. She told me she took the pictues down and threw those away too. Later i find out she has been keeping a picture of him underneath her pillow (i hit my head on it and found it). I wanted to know if she was looking at it every night so i took it out and put it on the side of her bed. The next morning it was undernearth her pillow again! She said she didnt look at it everynight. I was at work one day and came home to her on msn webcaming with him. She was all dressed up with a new low cut shirt on. She said she was just hot and that it ment nothing. I think went to sit by her and she got mad because she didnt want to make him mad by having me there. About 2 months before we had out baby she emailed him saying that she missed him and that she loved him. I dont think she ment it love u love u but i have no way to tell. She also has myspace and sent him a messaging pleading with him to call her.
She just has now recently promised that she wont talk to him. This was 2 weeks ago and i have yet to find something.
Also about 5 months ago she was on msn talking to one of her friends and she said that the only reason that she was still with my was so that the baby had a dad and that she didnt love me or want to marry me. I was totaly shocked by this and hurt. We took some time off but i eventually forgave her.
About 3 months ago her ex screw buddy died. Every time he came to town he txt her asking her if she wanted to screw. She always told him know and thought he was a loser. She did screw him for a lil while after she broke up with mike. Before he died i was at work and she came to visit me and told me that he was out in the parking lot. After she left i txt her and told her not to talk to him. She txt me back IM NOT GONNA GEESH!!!! Later that night when i got home she was sleeping and she got a text from him. They had purposly met outside were i worked. I dont know what else they did because she had deleted her txts because her inbox was full. He died in a motocyle crash being in idiot going 90mph. She was really upset and i went to the funeral with her to comfort her. Now all her msn names are you couldnt understand how much you are missed. And she keeps going onto a site about him reading all about his stuff and everything and she just cant get over that.
As you can see i have been through a lot with her. I love her to death but i just cant deal with this anymore. I work and pay for everything!! I am gone for 9hrs everyday working and she is home alone at night. I dont belive that she is screwing anyone but when she cant forget about all these guys it makes me worry. She got a new webcam and has been webcaming with people. This really bothers me because she told me before that she doesnt care who sees her breasts!!! I got really mad at her over that but she says she cares now. I am prettys sure she flashed my friend last night but i have no real way of telling.
Im to the end of my rope. Someone please tell me what to do. I feal like that i have all the trust problems and everything. I just dont know what to do nemore
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