it all started when i got with this boy from school it took us 8 months to get together and then we started to fall in love he was the first person i had made love to i felt so comftable with him we always had our ups and downs like normal relationships. then one day i went to my auntys and she told me my uncle had saw him wid his friends and his friends girlfriend and another girl had her arm around him so i went mad about it i mean what was i ment to think? so i finished with him and he asked for me back but i just didnt want to talk that night so i went home and slept on it and then i realised i had made a mistake a day later and when i asked for him back he told me no so i was begging for him to take me back and he did an then he sed he wil come and see me soon so i asked him one day can u come and see me and he said no and i asked if he made the decision whether to get back with me was for me or him he said he didnt no he wont seem to give me any answers. then i went to meet him and he was telling me i made him smile and stuff but he wouldnt get back with me. so i now i feel like i dont want to be hear because im just so hurt about evrything and he wont answer my calls and told me if we do end up trying again it wont be for a good while but i scared he wil find someone else by then and tell me no after ive waited for him people are telling me to leave him but i cant it seems like the end of the world to me i cant live without him i no it sounds silly!! and im only 16 but i didnt know 1 silly mistake would end up like this !! please help me !!
