I don't know what's going on but it seems everyone's against me in this town i live in and noone likes me at all. I have absolutly no friends anymore for no reason! I'm seriously alone, havent been this alone since i was in middle school/9th grade till i dropped out from being teased and being called ugly all the time. Now i obesessed over the way i look cause in my warped mind think that if i look original and look like i put time into my image people will find me interesting or something. But it seems to do the opposite. Also i dye and cut my hair all kinds of crazy ways and have all sorts of piercings and i think i started getting into that whole image cause noone can really call you ugly..but just "different". Plus thats what the guys i like look like yet... they go for the plane,prissy girls! Nothing makes sense. I just want some real friends to have fun with. What are some tips on how i could possibly make someone like me?
Btw i do have a very outgoing,obnoxious personality,i talk alot, sing alot, and am all over the place. Its just the way i am and i like it and dont want to change my personality to please others.
The first thing you would have to do is stop obsessing over yourself and start looking past your own skin at other people. I'd tell you more, but you said you don't want to change.
If you were to change the way some things about you are, would you think that would be a bad thing if it would help you to make new, good and lasting friends?
I can change small things like stop being so blunt and sarcastic and other things...some people dont get my goofy jokes. I also need to clear my rep cause people say im a slut,use people for drugs, junkie, attention whore,annoying,fake,anorexic..all kinds of crazy crap no one thought untill i dated my ex. He started and ruined my rep cause i was with him. So the whole town assumes what he does. I DO. not true at all!
I can change small things like stop being so blunt and sarcastic and other things...some people dont get my goofy jokes. I also need to clear my rep cause people say im a slut,use people for drugs, junkie, attention whore,annoying,fake,anorexic..all kinds of crazy crap no one thought untill i dated my ex. He started and ruined my rep cause i was with him. So the whole town assumes what he does. I DO. not true at all!
You can change big things too, but it's good to start small and work up. Please list three things you would be willing to change.
Try to Become straight edge so they have no reason to call me junkie. I take pills cause i need them to sleep. which is just xanax and seroquel. Everyone in towns a pothead but im going to prove to them they're lame and need to lay off cause its making them stupid. Stop going to random partys with people i dont know cause its dangerous.... and yeah its a way to meet people but i think i need to meet people who dont live to get ed up.
Try to Become straight edge so they have no reason to call me junkie. I take pills cause i need them to sleep. which is just xanax and seroquel. Everyone in towns a pothead but im going to prove to them they're lame and need to lay off cause its making them stupid. Stop going to random partys with people i dont know cause its dangerous.... and yeah its a way to meet people but i think i need to meet people who dont live to get ed up.
Good start. Clean up your language too maybe? How old are you? Is your avatar you?
How do you know that people are saying things about you as you describe, please?
Thanks!
My old best friend james tells me the gossip so do others. They like to stir so of course they tell me what everyoness saying. Plus i hear them whisper when im in the room like babys. I pretty much have ears all over town. Everyone knows eachother.
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