Ive been dating this guy for about 4 months and now were both completely convinced that what we share is true love and we want to spend the rest of our lives together, only recently ive been starting to feel really fat and ugly due to the comments he makes about me. Not only that he has made me start to feel really jealous of my sister.
my sister is beautiful and is a size 8, i on the other hand am a size 10/12 and im not exactly what you call and ugly duckling, ive had many boyfriends in the past who all tell me im beautiful and have loved my body.
Going back to the first time we had sex he called me my sisters name, but we sorted it out and i forgave him because he was a bit drunk, the other day he compared me to being the same size as one of my friends who is a size 14, and mentioned how skinny my sister was in comparison to the both of us (me and my friend). yesterday he talked about getting tickets for us to see a concert in the summer and he said he was gonna get one for my sister too. today we were on the phone and out of the blue he asked me why ive stopped going to the gym, and it just really upset me.
i understand he is being nice to my sister due to the fact that she is my sister and he wants to make a good impression on my family, but i cant help but feel really jealous, he makes me feel ugly and i hate it because noone has ever done this to me before.
however i cant forget what a lovely person he is, he does soo much for me and always keeps a smile on my face but its just little things he says that make me become all emotional and sad, i really dont know what to do and what to think of this?
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