I was with my boyfriend for about a year and 3 months. We have been through so many ups and downs... mostly downs. He hurt me a lot but I still love him very much. He broke up with me a few weeks ago and I just didn't want to let go (even though I know that's wrong and would probably make him hate me more). I love him more than anything. I thought there was just something I was doing to make him unhappy so I told him a few days ago that I love him and I would do whatever it takes to make things work. He made it quite clear that he didn't want to be with me and said horrible things to me. I just don't understand what I did to deserve any of this. He has broke up with me a few times before but we have always gotten back together very quickly. He would say a lot of things to me and then claim he didn't actually feel that way. I could never tell if what he said was actually how he felt. Anyway, after that night I didn't call him again... but he has called me a few times. I haven't answered his calls. I'm just wondering what this means. Does he miss me? Or Does he just want to torture me? Please help.