Originally Posted by
xmarji
how he`s just such a big up and how i was able to change some of his habits.
You did not change any of his habits. Any person changes themselves. You can’t change anybody and if someone did change it was because they wanted to.
Originally Posted by
xmarji
they thanked me for everything and it hurt alot because *he* doesn`t even care.
It sounds like he doesn’t care about himself. But that is not your fault. He was like that before you met.
Originally Posted by
xmarji
he pushed me away to the point where i dunno what to do anymore. i know i wont be able to get over him for a long time because hes been my friend for years and we`ve been through a lot. i confided in him and i have had my share of bad friendships, so i have trust problems. so since i trusted him with my life, i think that`s why i can`t get over him quickly. what should i do? i`m lost. should i let him go?
You have to let him go for your own self. Your emotionally hurt and confused and you will continue to stay this way until you let him go and let the emotional wounds heal.
Originally Posted by
xmarji
but then i`m afraid he`s gonna go back to his old habits, and i would feel responsible. am i responsible for nethin? HELP!
His habits are his problems. If he chooses to do something that’s his fault. You are not responsible for him at all. Even in the relationship you are responsible for one person, and that is you.
Originally Posted by
xmarji
ughhhh!! he`s always saying things that make me so angry . . his profile on AIM has a quote and it says dedicated to nobody.
Ok? Why would that make you angry?
Originally Posted by
xmarji
he says hes gonna go see other gurls when he still has my ring dat i gave him.
But you broke up. So he can see other girls. The ring was a gift that you gave him when you were going out. It’s not a wedding ring so you can’t expect a lifetime commitment.
Originally Posted by
xmarji
he always says he doesnt care doesnt care . . but i kno he does
You only know what your know. You never know what the other person says. He says he doesn’t care so take his word on it. Even if he does care but is afraid telling someone you don’t care when you know they do care is hurtful and rude. So ask yourself, why do you want to be with someone who is hurtful and rude.
Originally Posted by
xmarji
. . grrr why does he say such things!? :mad:
He says these things because he wants to be left alone. This is another reason you need to start letting go. It’s not healthy for you to move forward like this. Your holding on to hope but it’s at the expense of yourself.