Hey guys, new here

Since you just joined today, and wrote 2 posts, I don't think you had the time to read the entire thread you just posted this answer to, so please do not judge this site with others that maybe have disappointed you. We are not here to be judgemental or critical, but to help - get the idea? Besides, no matter what advice you received, either here or another site, it's still up to you to choose your actions and nobody twists your arms. Hope you stay on with us long enough to see some benefits.

Oh I wasn't judging this site. I think this site is great. I was just saying it is easy to get carried away with those "online profile sites."

I tried checking out what you meant - and you are correct, we (or better I) don't matchmake. I stay completely out of crap like that. Been doing fine all my life without them. Thanks for setting me straight.

Wow! How honest was that! Jeff, you may not see it, but you are leaving this chick behind more than you realize. If you can have that much insight about yourself as to make a statement like the one above, you're doing okie dokie! It won't go away in a month or 2 or 3, it's going to take time, lots of it. But just because you've been broken up with her for 3 or 6 months doesn't mean that by now you should be over her. I mean, define "over". You want to release some tension and anger. Beat the hell out of your cell phone or pager or wherever she sends your text messages to before you flush it down the toilet. Get a new number (I know its a pain in the ash ) and make sure she never gets it. Every step you take away from her, whether an easy step or a calculated difficult step, is a step toward your new found healthy future. You'll never have to worry that you're out on a date having a good time only to get a text from her in the middle of it and BAM, there goes your evening! You can leave this site for a while if you really believe that's what you need to do, but this is your sounding board. Hit the keys while you help others, it helps! Good luck!

I think the only reason I felt like I needed to leave is because I am sick of hearing myself cry about this crap, so I'm sure all of you are too. The one thig with me though, is I will ALWAYS be honest, weather it be on the internet or in person. I think this goes along with the whole "I know what's wrong, but not sure how to fix it" type thing. I do feel MUCH better about myself now, and things are looking up for me. I am dating a new girl now and I really know exactly what I want and what to look for. I think I have gotten a lot of my confidence back, but of course the whole relationship thing is kind of scary to me right now. I am going out with another girl for luch tomorrow, so I am really just trying to keep myself out there. I guess the thing I don't want to do is settle for anyone or the next person to come my way. I will be graduating school and hopefully getting in to med school in the summer, so I know I have a lot going for me. One thing that I have enjoyed is looking over all of this thread and seeing where I have come from emotionally. I will NEVER be the "door mat" again, but I have also realized that doesn't mean I have to be an *** in the process. A big reason that this was hard is because I thought I found "the one" but knew in the back of my head I needed to get out before I did something stupid (like marry her). This whole thing has really taught me a lot about myself and relationships in general. Sure it sucked going through all of this, but I really think I needed it to see what I want, and its not as complicated as I thought it was before. Its funny how something like this can humble you in certain ways. I have really had a chance to get in touch with myself and build a REALLY strong bond with a few of my friends in the process. I do love all of you for rubbing my back while I cried on here, and for giving me a lot of straight answers as well. HA I was going through that whole "oh crap....I'm 24 and I am looking for my wife" phase, but (not to sound full of myself) I am finding that I can still get girls with relative ease. Take note I am not a "player" or sleep with any girl that comes my way, I am just a friendly guy who LOVES women.......hahahaha. Ok, got off track here. The thing is, on the last post I was really coming on here to look for validation again, and I know that its not you or anyone else that I need to validate myself too, but ME! I do want to hang arround and help out, but I agree I need to leave the "me" out of it and give some straight up knowledge about the subject matter. Love you guys!

Jeff, you are such a light in my life. I lost both sons through therapeutic abortions because I was not supposed to have children due to heart problems, but manage to cheat fate by having a daughter inspite of it all. If I had my sons, I would have wanted them to be like you, including the whole emotional thing, because this proves to me that you are a feeling person and care a lot and are not ashamed to show it. I might have been a little harsh now and then, but I felt so close to you that I had to shake you out of torturing yourself for this very reason. I'm so proud of your progress and that you still like women. I was raped several times and married a wife-beater (got rid of him) and have some serious medical problems to where any other person would also be in the loony bin, but I still love men and enjoy life and want to help others enjoy life because it's so short and we deserve to be happy. So, I kind of chose you as my 'proxy son' here. And what a coincidence, I also studied medicine, then specilized in therapy for abused and drug realated illnesses and have helped many people because I went through it myself. I am so proud of you that I could just give you a great big hug, and hope that no matter what goals you have in life, you wll reach them. Please always consider this your home away from home and stay in contact, even thuough you'll be a busy guy.

You'll be a great catch for any deserving young lady in time, until then, have fun and enjoy your freedom.

Awwww Chery, I wish all the women in my life were as good to me as you and momincali. I know a lot of times I need that tuff love apporach, and it means a lot to me when someone can just be straight foreward and honest. I really try and pride myself in just being genuine, just being me and nothing else. I can get a tad snappy at times, but at least when I do I will still tell you what is on my mind. I have been through a lot of hard times in my life as well. I lost my father when I was young and pretty much grew up with all women (my mom and 4 sisters) so I think that's where I get my emotional side. I have always tried to take a positive outlook on life, and I think I just realized over the past few days that I really let this whole situation change me. I was drinking a lot and that was just making me even more bitter and emotional. I wasn't sad, but I needed to really detox over the weekend and pull my head out of my butt. My father what an alcoholic so I know that booze needs to be the last thing I play arround with. I feel like I have a few mothers now, and I ALWAYS appreciate any kind of responce that was given to me. I have been smiling and really laughing it up over the past 2 weeks, and the most positive thing for me is, I don't think about her when I go out with other girls now. I am really excited about my date tomorrow (i will make sure to tell you guys all about it) this is probably one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen, so I'm hoping she has personality to match. You women are going to be the death of me HAHAHAHA! But......I love it...what can I say. Chery, I'm going to call you M2 from now on (for mom#2) thanks for taking me under your wing and really looking out for me. Momincali you will be M3 (mom #3) hahahaha, you have been so supportive of me and always made sure I was ok. Man this is strange, when I first came on here it was really just to vent but I really feel like I've found some form of a faimly. My new policy is 1 strike and your out! (with cheating). I have really learned to value myself, HA! There is some lucky girl out there for me, I just hope I can chase her a bit first! This is a new start, no baggage and no more heart ache (for now). I guess to say it bluntly, I am proud of myself, and damn it....I should be! Everything that reminds me of her is gone, pictures, cards, bears, even her # out of my phone. I'm cleaning out all of the negative people in my life, and I'm sad to say a few of my "friends" didn't make it either. I am just done with drama and games. Games just waste a lot of time and I don't have to deal with that anymore. I am done with the girls, and I am ready for the women. There are TONS of them here in Atlanta, and luckily I'm in college too! Ahhhhhhhh, New year coming up, with the same me, but more mature and a little wiser. Time for fun and a lot of crappy work too................... YAHOOOOOOO!

Thanks Jeff, it's a pleasure to be M2, and I'm in great company with M3, as her and I see things almost the same and I liked her from the start. Did I mention that my daughter is a Georgia Peach? She was born in Hinesville, GA, on the military base of Fort Stewart, so both my kids (including you) are 'southern'. Another coincidence? Fate does strange things..

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOhhhhh! I am truly blushing! What a compliment! I proudly accept the M3 title and will confess that I have a long running obsession with BMW. My first car was an M3 (about 8 years old) but I'd take an old BMW over a brand new car anyday. I now drive an X5 that wants to be a 7 series when it grows up! I need to thank you too Jeff because you are literally preparing me for what is to come with my son in about 23 years! I can only hope that he is as open minded as you have been, as mature about handling constructive criticism and as determined as you have become when you realized things needed to change. Definitely tread with caution in the future but don't do it with steel toe boots or you may chase away the right ! Have a good time with your TRUE friends, have fun, go out have a nice meal and a drink or two at CHOPS (love that place) and relax but focus on your med school first and foremost. Any mature good woman will understand that school comes first now and if she's willing to be a doctor's wife, will be patient and accepting of your tight school schedule as well as your hectic intern life that is yet to come.

How exciting, a date tomorrow! Where yeah going? Wherever it is, cut loose and show her your fun loving and sweet side, she'll be knocked off her feet.

Love yeah too!

P.S. Keep in mind that when you do find the future Mrs. Jeff, Chery and I are inviting outselves to that wedding!

Hahaha, that's funny! When I get married, you guys are more than welcome! I went on my date the other night, and it went ok I guess. I took her to a Tai food place, very nice and intimate where we could talk and get to know each other better. She looked AMAZING! I was truly blown away by how pretty she was, and I made sure I told her how wonderful she looked. We hit it off pretty well, she is smart and has a good sence of humor. We talked about our past relationships (she brought it up) but I was just honest and told her I am ready to get back into the dating scene. She was recenly burned by her EX as well, so we just laughed abou it and talked about places we have been and things we want to do in the future. I found out she is a model for some jeans company (dont remember which one) and she is 23. We went back to her place, and we went in her hot tub and just talked all night. We enden the night with a kiss (NICE!) tasteful and a definate spark (for me at least) was there. She called me today and we are going out on the town this weekend. I have to admit I was prretty intimidated by how pretty she was at first, but I just thought to myself "screw it" and the night went great. Keeping my fingers crossed on this one because she is a wonderful person to talk to and to look at.