| dont know who i am anymore i recently went through a pretty messy breakup, firstly im 17 and just finished year 12 and am in the transition into workig life and university and this breakup has really messed with my head of a lot of things. one thing ive found is that i really cant let go, at first i thought it was because i was in love and couldnt just give up but im starting to think im subconsciusly trying to keep hurting myself by reliving the pain of the breakup over and over but i dont understand why... i just get so angry at myself and dont know what to do say or act anymore, i dont know who im turning into but its not me |