Originally Posted by sunju
I met the most amazing girl 7 years ago she gave everything and all the things for me past 7yrs she showed me what it feels liked to be loved and she knew that I loved her as much as she loved me. But all of sudden and out of nowhere she decide to get married with someone else. Why? She still tell me she cares aboutme. Is she lying?she told me she was tired of long distance relatioship. I thought there is nothing comes between love.why the distance came between my love.
did she ever loved me that last 7yrs? Or was she just playing with me?
why she hurt me this bad she knows that I am badly hurt.
Why love changed so fast?
Is there true love?
I want to move on but I see no way out . I wake up 2am from deep sleeep and starting think about her I wake up 5 am and first thing in my mind is her . I know she is gone but why I still think about her how can I get rid of this thing. I tell myself now I will forget about her but every time I try it gets harder and harder.sometime I get very very upset and mad about her for what she did to me but my heart melts like butter for her and I just fall right back to the same trap on her love.
I promised her that I will never marry anyone beside her she did the same . Now days I could not even look at any other woman I feel like it will only brings pain and hurt.
Can anyone tell me why she did this to me?
Why still wake up and pray for her happiness.? Which I know now she did not care for my happiness.
Why do get upset and mad about this?Sometime I really lose all my think and really get mad myself.
everyday and every minutes I still pray and wishes for her happiness. But why I feel like that. Is there anything out there for me now?
Let me ask you this, how was your relationship with yourself before this women came into your life?
Have you been investing into your own emotional bank account these past 7 yrs? Sounds to me like you are not ready to really ask yourself what your part in all of this was.
However I could be wrong, people are impossible to control,and often times unpredictable.
Try to find the purpose in why you two may have been together for those 7 years and try to learn as much as you can about what it is that you plan to do differently the next time you are in a relationship.
Lastly, you sound like someone who is dealing with some emotional problems and possibly anger issues. There are many good books out there, don't hesitate to learn about yourself more during this time... And best of luck.