Hello Everyone!

It has been a very long time since I have posted on this site!

You can check back on this particular relationship from previous posts. Anyway, I have been in this relationship with a guy that I love for 15 months and counting!! (yayayaya) He is older (14 years but acts as if he is in his late 20s). He is also very fit and has a body builder type physique.

Anyway, I feel like sometimes he is so mean to me and treats me badly. I don't really have any friends in my current city. If I do want to go out with an acquaintance, he tries to convince me not to go out and how I much of a slut and whore I would be if I went to a bar or even upscale lounge. He believes that women in relationships shouldn't go to those places period! I don't have any male friends in the area and if I mention one from college or my city he doesn't believe they were ever my friend. My ex used to be my friend by my current boyfriend decided to text him and introduce himself (without my knowledge) and basically scared the poor boy away.

There was one point when I had to announce who I was talking to on the phone because he felt it was a courtesy to him. I got a beautiful necklace from a family friend as a graduation gift and he asked me who gave it to me, he didn't believe me. He thought some guy gave it to me because he had never heard me mention the family friends name before. Also because I was snickering when I said the persons name?? He asked me to call my MOTHER to prove to him that the family friend gave me the necklace or he would (of course she confirmed what I said).

The necklace is a small (tasteful) diamond pendent and when I started wearing it he talked about how small it was and how he would upgrade it and that I needed a bigger size. Those were all very hurtful comments to me.

He also likes to talk about how lazy I am because I don't work out anymore and how out of shape I am. He loves to discuss that I would be perfect if I lost 20lbs but would leave me if I gained 15 more lbs.

Today he wasn't feeling well and I went out and surprised him by buying The Hangover. Unfortunately, the store ran out of the blu-ray uncut version. I brought the regular DVD version ( mind you, this was suppose to be a total surprise) and he pretended to like it. He researched the copy that HE wanted and told me this is what the over should look like. He tried to act all happy and say, "Ohhh wow! Thanks babe!" It was in such a forced tone. I told him I would take back my copy. He basically agree that was a good idea since it wasn't the uncut version. UGH! That just left a bad taste in my mouth. I tried to do something thoughtful and felt very unappreciated. Am I just being too sensitive?

Sorry, I didn't mean to ramble.I know I talk about a lot of negative things, but he really is a nice person (when he wants to be) and he LOVESSSSS me dearly (he does spoil me and cares about me). I am just concerned about some of his actions.

Thoughts!?

Why are you wasting your time with this unappreciative, controlling guy? You will never be good enough for him, by his estimation.

Because he is very sweet and caring when he wants to be. He has dropped everything and rushed me to my sick grandmothers aid 3 hours away many times. I didn't have to pay for a thing. He took me on a few trips and I was treated very well. He has supported me through some tough family illnesses and has been very compassionate. I love him.

Also, he swears up and down at how gorgeous he things I am ( I like that!) It makes me feel good... :/ Is that sad?

So maybe 50% of the time, he's nice.

How often do you cry over him?


There's not one thing in your first post that describes him as anyone I would want to know. He doesn't even act his age. (How old are YOU?)

You need him to tell you how gorgeous you are so you feel good about yourself? He probably uses that line a lot to get back on your good side after you two argue and you have a crying jag.


When he socializes, it's only with you. He doesn't hang out with other guys and certainly not other women. Right?

NO... he has friends and he goes out with his guy friends (usually invites me along) or has them over (when I am there). He does not use that line to get me back if we argue. The only thing I dislike when we go out is if my shirt rides up in the back (in a harmless manner) when we are walking somewhere he always tries to fix it. Or he constantly wants me to keep my hair brushed so it won't look wild or out of place. Other than that, he isn't ashamed of me or me being around his friends and family.

Why is he so worried about how YOU look? Does he worry about his own appearance too and ask you for your input? Do you fuss over him in the same way and even criticize his appearance as he does yours?

In other words, you are a reflection of him. How you look determines how his friends or other people think of him--or at least he thinks they determine his worth by how you look.

True.. and yes, he does care how he looks. He asks me and I will voice my opinion and say that doesn't look right or whatever issue needs to be address. Usually he takes my advice and will keep it moving.

By the way, I am 23 going on 24 in a month.

Nearly everything you have said so far indicates it's all about him and how it wants things to be and how he wants you to look and dress and who he wants you to hang out with.

Heaven help us if your pretty face gets puffy and swollen from crying! Do you have an appearance problem too?

Also, I don't cry often. He thinks its weird seeing how I am suppose to be an emotional creature. Lately, I have been crying more than usual ( like 3 times this week) highly usually since I allow myself a good cry maybe once a month and NEVER in front of anyone. People look ugly when they cry.

Damn this net book. I am typing in the dark and the key board is so weird on these things. Sorry for the typos.

Appearance is everything. Right?

Ha! Well no, but he cares more about my face then my body. Strange... the body can go, but once the face goes it's over. You can always get the body into shape and tone. You (proverbial You) only have one face.

So you have a future of botox injections and cosmetic surgeries and breast lifts and liposuction. Eventually you will look as fake as Joan Rivers.

?? No!. I am not into that stuff at all. I like natural looking women (a nose job is fine especially if you have a big one). Botox is straight poison ( the jury is still out on it). I am good. Why all the cruelty? I am just trying to explain as much of the relationship as possible so I can understand what the heck is going on.

You're young NOW. What about when you are a grandmother? Will he still love you then?

Like I said earlier, so far you aren't giving me any reason to like this guy. It's all about him and appearances. You are a mere reflection of him.

Harshness warning. This guy's a shallow controlfreak. He's nice and caring when he wants to be? How big of him-NOT.
You really should walk away from this-before your selfesteem gets really worn down.

I keep my face together as much as possible. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and only skin deep ( blah, blah, blah). I understand that. I am not a reflection of him. I am being myself. I just think something about smooth, clear, flawless skin is elegant and beautiful. (no, mine is not perfect) I am just trying to work on it. I want to continue to NOT look my age. I like people thinking I am much younger. IS there something wrong with trying to keep myself together?

What's over? I'm 64 years old, have been married 42.5 years, and have two children. Marriage and a long-term relationship is about more than looks.

Your face will begin to sag and change by the time you hit 30.

NEVER. Not sure what your genes are, but I don't have that in my DNA. Do you moisturize your face? That should NOT be happening at 30. Maybe the fact that I don't have a job makes a difference? I have no kids. Stress is ultra low?