I don't mind the fact that my girl friend is a stripper, because she works in a bikini bar which is technically not a real strip club. I can go and watch her if I want, she does have to do lap dances, but none of that bothers me at all. What does bother me though, is her stripper mentality and the lack of respect that she has recently been giving me.
I'm not so worried about her cheating on my with strip club clients, because I do pick her up from the club, and we basically sleep together every night. She does have her own apartment.
She is a very smart girl, with an IQ of 165 I love her and support any thing she does, she's a great person.
My biggest problem lies in the fact that she also works for another company, which flies her all over the U.S. to do convention trade shows. She's pretty much the model that stands there and gravitates poor suckers into buying her company's products. (they really are crap, I bought one and that's how I met her. lol)
She goes off sometimes for 3 days and other times weeks. Usually we are always in communication with each other but recently she won't respond back to my text messages until hours later. And she likes to rub in my face that she is doing glamorous things in which ever city she's in. Added on top of that, she usually makes about $4000 in 4-5 days working these shows.
I know that she is fully capable of cheating on me, because she left her last boyfriend just because I took her on a trip to Europe. When we came back to the states we continued that relationship.
She has no concept of money because she can get it when she wants. When she wants something, she always wants it that instant.
I'm a classic gentle man, I pay for her food and drinks when we go out. But she thinks my money is just like water, that it wasn't something I had to work a lot harder for.
Recently I've been complaining a little bit, which I know is a turn off to women, about my financial situation. And I don't know if this sparked some sort of interest for her to dig for more gold else where.
This is a girl that explained to me, and tried to justify, that she will probably sleep with at least 15 more men before she is married, and that she knows that she can't strip all of her life, so she just plans on marrying someone rich. Her mother did the same.
She says she loves me and I believe her.
Not to pat myself on the back, but I'm a very attractive male and could easily find someone else to sleep with, but I don't want to. Sometimes though I feel that I have to cheat, otherwise the thought of her cheating on me kills my insides.
Long story short I think she is just enjoying me for the time being, and thinks that I'm just disposable. I wouldn't mind if we were both cheating on each other, but I'm not and I'm afraid that she is.
I know I'm feeling insecure right now, but should I go ahead and cheat on her because of these insecurities? It would probably make me feel better, right?
(God that was a long way around asking a question. Sorry I'm not proof reading
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