Hey all.. I got a problem. I am in love with this guy for almost 2 years now. We love each other. There has been many ups and downs, break ups and patch ups like any other realtion. I am 19 and he is 20 just to let u know. I have been very harsh on him before for giving him no care and ignoring him but now i have realized i can't live without him. I told this to him and i asked sorry thousand times. He understands me. But i feel like he is ignoring me these days like i did to him in the past. Sometimes i feel like he needs some space and i am happy to give that to him but this has been comtinuing for a long time. Its also not that he totally ignores me. when we are alone at his place he cares about me but when people are around he just gives a damn abt me, which hurts. My problem is i just can't get him outta my mind for even a single second. He is right there all the time. Can't 'think about anything else. Well i know, my frens have been telling me to do something creative, go shopping, cook which is my hobby. But i don't feel like doing anything. i just don't have any energy. I don't get excited abt my life which i should @ this time of age. All i do, think, feel is my BOYFRIEND. I need to get out of this and be happy. My school starts soon and if this continues i will definately have to suffer in the end. Seems like he is havin lods of fun with his friends. Please help! Frustated.

DownLookingUp

Ok... see when you were harsh on him befor and ignored him was he the other way round? caring and trying to be with u?... if so u have brought this on ur self... u cant treat someone for a long time like that and not expect their mood and thinking of how to deal with u change... he most likely thinks now that this is the best way to deal with u cuz its how u dealt with him (not that he is trying to be mean i am sure...its just that he thinks its best)... if u realy love him sit him down and have a talk...explain to him why u did what u did before and how u think and feel for him now... love him and take care of him like u want him to do to you... teach him how to deal with u.. down side of it is that it might take bit of a time but then again it should be worth it if u truly love him and he u.