And that's what he said after 11 months of serious dating. Why? He said he felt pressureed and in a box b/c he knows that I would like to get married and that my parents want me to get married. He said our relationship needs to move to the next level or is in that place where it's moving to the next level. He said, "after two years of dating, it would be ideal to talk about marriage and yes, of course, you would be someone to marry. You're a great women. I'm just scared of the whole marriage thing."
You see he was in a bad -- per him-- marriage for almost 10 years. He got involved with an older women when he was 17 y/o. They have a school age child. She has two older kids. He parent all the kids. Although, they been separated for over 3 years, he continues to parent all the children.
And so, he said he was confused and needed time to think, and that it was not fair to ask me for time, so, instead that we should break-up meaning we could see other people. I was devasted. I just cried and I couldn't think about what to say. I was in shock b/c we seemed to get along very well. I was so emotionally connected to him; I still am. I thought he felt the same way. He never expressed any discomfort or concerns about our relationship. I was the one who talked about the difficulty of dating a man with children b/c I don't have any of my own. I accepted this part of his life and respected his time with the kids. So, I didn't say much except, "can I have my stuff back, I'm deleting your number from my phone and I'll see you in another life time." I was very dissappointed and upset. He said I'll call you. I said, you don't have to lie to me, I'm an adult. He said, "I don't see how I wouldn't call you. I'll call you." And that was almost three weeks ago. He never called. Of course, I never called him and have no plans to do so. I feel like everything was pretty clear. I'm just hurt and very sad. Why do people act this way from one moment to the next. This whole issue began by him telling me one morning after a fun evening of drinks with friends that he just wnated me to know that he was not going to give me any surprises in our first year of our relationship. I was very confused by his comment. We were in bed. I asked if he was trying to break-up with me, he siad no. I told him that I wanted him to know I didn't want to date anyone longer than a year whose not thinking of marriage as a possibility for us. We left that conversation. And later, I got very upset. I called and spoke to him about it. He didn't say much. We talked later and cleared things and then he was distant. Shortly, he said he needed time to think.
What's going on in his mind? Why all this all of a sudden? It's very hard to process. What are people's thoughts? Is it super clear -- he's just not into you. I just can not get to believing that yet, but that's what it feels like.

talaniman

He has probably wrestled with this issue for the whole time and I must say the big blow up instead of dialogue, is not a good sign that problems will be handled in a mature way. Stop and think he has a lot of people besides himself to think about, since he does have kids, and this has to be heavy on his mind, but you both behaved badly, and now it seems the war of wills is on. Let the emotional dust settle and see where you are under cooler conditions.
I realy think he is not as ready as you are to get married, its only been 11 months, and more time is needed and a lot of talk and listen.
That is a helluva lot of pressure to put on some one and you have to admit he tried, but is this a reasonable expectation? I can't say.

chuff

I'm with Tal, I think this has been building for some time and you did no favors by constantly talking about marriage. Talking about marriage to a man who has experienced a failed marriage after only 11 months of dating is only going to push him away. To be honest, he doesn't sound like that bad of a guy in one sense, because it sounds like he at least tried for awhile. But if your going to start putting time restraints on a relationship and he doesn't want that, then it's not meant to be.

rol

yeah alot of pressure after just 11 months, do you even know each other?

rol

what happened in his previous relationship? why did it end?

sexyhexy

Is it really a lot of pressure to put on someone? I feel like I want to get married in life and if someone is not thinking even of that possibility then I feel like it's better to know soon than later. So, if it's pressure. How long do you give your relationship? And so, maybe I shouldn't have time limits, but I'm getting older and I don't want to wake -up even older and not have met someone that I can form a family with. See, I'm 31 y/o. I can give my relationship time to mature and see if marriage is going to be a go for us, but I don't want to date anyone whose not thinking of that as a possibility. Is that bad? I didn't think about marriage early in my realtionship b/c I was getting to know him more and more. I feel like we really connected. We got along great and that's what does not make sense.

sexyhexy

Young marraige; he was like 20. His take-- women asks to ahve anohter child before she's older. He doesn't really want to until he's 25, but somehow he gives in and then they have a child. He feels responsibile. Things don't work well between them. He takes care of her, her two kids and his. He does not feel like she's the greatest mother or wife. She's steps out of the marriage twice. He forgives her the first time and the second time, although, he's not sure of the detials, he learns of some big non, no for a wife. He leaves the marriage. He said it was hard. he's a great financial provider. He ahd a nice big home. They had to sell it. He gave her almost all the winnings. He said he figured she's keeping the kids. He said he never missed her; he was happy, but lost b/c he never wanted to give his daughter a separation. His story. And I really believe it. He's pretty honest. In fact, I met his ex-wife and she was with the male that he suspected she stepped out of the marriage. All of her family loves him. She asked to get back together a couple of times. He didn't bite. And so. Yes, he's jaded, maybe. But, I'm not her. He knows who I am. We spent so much time together in the last 11 months. We did a lot of things on our own, but we had a great bond. I felt very compatible emotionally with him. We were both careful about our relationship; meaning respectful and worked on maintaining it fresh and dun. You see, Although, I was never married, I had a college sweetheart for 8 years of my life who traded me in. That was very painful. This happend about 5 y/o ago. It took me a long time to be okay. Now, it's done and part of the past. But I"m afraid of getting hurt that badly again. I'm also scared of being with someone without letting him know what I want. About marriage, I really was not asking to get married within the next 3, 6, 9 months. I feel like we had more steps to take in our realtionship before making that kind of decision. I just felt very scared when he said he wasn't going to give me that this year. I thought he meant never, like I'm not worthy of that. He didn't explain more either. And maybe, it was my job to be accepting, but then, that's not fair. I just wnat to know where on the same track. is that wrong??

sexyhexy

first read my previous question.
okay, and I must also confess this. The night before he told me this. I got quite drunk. He drank a bit, but my friends swear he was not drunk. Now, I was. I don't usually drink, thus I'm a light weight. He likes when I drink. He thinks it's fun. In our entire relationship, I got drunk a handful of times. We always had fun, thus I felt comfortable drinking with him. Especially in the latter part of our relationship, I felt safe to drink when I was around him, meaning he would take care of me. So, I got drunk. We went to bed and of course, had sex. But, get this, we actually had a type of sex that we had never had before -- no not vaginal or oral -- yes, anal. I've never had done that. In fact, we had spoken about it and I said that I was not too interested, but that I would be willing to try in the future if say my husband wanted to. He said he wanted to do that b/c I had never done it and that all that counted was that he knew I would be willing to try. So, I think that night I was okay with it b/c I don't recall otherwise. But really I was super drunk. I don't even remember everything. After the sexual act, I remember crying on his chest. He held me. I don't remember us talking. Later we had sex again. We seem to be okay. In the am he was weird. Not fully, but a bit. That's when he said he wasn't going to give me any surprises in our first year of our relationship. While I inquired about what happened last night, including asking about if we had had anal sex. I told him I was super drunk. I said it was cool that we could be free sexually with each other -- like we were one. I was looking at it positively. But, when he said what he said and we had done what we did the night before and he knew how I felt about it, I was super confused and scared. And so. I mentioned this to him later and he didn't comment. Then, we cleared the marriage confusion. Then, he's distant and asks for a break. He said he needed time to think, that's he scared of the marraige thing again. I was even more offended. I don't think he thought about this marraige thing over night, so, if he knew this why did he go there that night? I mean I know I didn't say no, but I was drunk and he's suppose to care for me. See, when I see it this way, it makes me sick to my stomach. Maybe he just wanted that from me. But, that's not the person I know of him to be. Is he even thinking about this? Am I just the one feeling awful. It just seems so awful. Why would anyone do this?

s_cianci

I kind of have to agree with Chuff and Tal on this one. Pushing someone to get married after 11 months, when they obviously aren't ready, is a sure way to kill a relationship and any possible future prospect with that person. Getting married just for the sake of getting married is just about the worst possible reason to get married.

sexyhexy

So, my comments come off as I'm pushing someone to get married, by far that was not my intention. But, you are right, someone can take it that way. I had not mentioned getting married. Except when he brought up the not giving me any surprises. I was unsure what that meant. I got scared. I definitely did not feel like getting married soon. I just wanted him to know that I didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone whose not thinking of getting married. That's not saying I want us to get married. I totall agree getting married for the sake of getting married is wrong. I want connection, love and friendship. It simply scared me when he brought that up. I mean, although, I was not thinking it. I definitely dated him trying to figure out if he's the one. Little at a time we learned more and more about eachother and we got along great.
Did you read both my postings? I feel like I want to learn from all this.