Will my bad luck ever end?

why men dont like me ,i am not a bad looking person ,,men always look at me like something is wrong with me i think my ex put some kind of spell on me

Most of us never truly appreciate how much luck plays a key role in our lives.
It true, to an extent that you can create your own luck, but many of the things that happen to us in life are beyond our control.The only thing we can control is the way we think and feel about the things that happen to us. For exampe:
1) Your mother died in your arms after a long illness. My Father and my Wife also died in my arms. I feel lucky that I knew them, felt lucky they loved me and me them. I think about the good times we had and I feel blessed.
2) Two of my dogs died while I held them. Pets die and grief is the price we pay for love. Again, I feel blessed for the time we spent together and I did my best for them when they were alive.
3) Trusting someone you love is not a mistake. Finding out they are untrustworthy before your child enters the world is better than finding that out when you are married and have a home. Good riddance to him. Learn and move on.
4) If you know your eating habits are hurting you and your child: stop now. You have been punished hard and you are becoming addicted to it. Some people are like sponges, soaking up all the hurt and harm around them and seeing this as normal. You get to the stage where you firmly believe that you do not deserve good favour and this limiting belief cripples you emotionally. You deserve as much as anyone else. That which does not kill you makes you stronger. My mother (a 4 time cancer survivor) once said to me "When I should be at my weakest I feel at my strongest" This belief comes from a lifetime of battling. Become a warrior, life is a daily battle and always will be. if you are not fighting you a preparing to fight. Fighting is habit, the more you do it the better you become. Chin up and keep it there, come what may, unitl your final breath.

Wow, I hope your life is still not going in tihs direction and has improved.
I am 41 years old and lived a lifetime with one thing after another and it has not stopped. It might be worthwhile to connect as I truly understand your suffering.