HI,

I am, but not strongly, precognitive and an empath, however; when it comes to anything about myself I am clueless! So, I am hoping that a stronger psychic can tell me something. I dated a guy for a year and a half starting when I was 16. I know everyone's says it's "puppy" love at that age, but we were really connected. We never ran out of things to talk about, laughed all the time, had SO much in common, never had the "going to break-up" fear most teen couples have. Our parents found out that we were "intimate" and forbid us to see each other. We would sneak and see each other as much as possible, that went on for about 6 months . But of course that never works and we ended the relationship. At that age we both felt it was impossible to stand up to our parents, since we were both raised in very, "YOU DO WHAT YOUR PARENTS SAY!!" households.
After awhile I started dating again, but whenever my "flame" ( I'll call "Rex" ) and I would run into each other in public, we could again talk and laugh and it was felt between us that even though we'd moved on, we would always care for each other. I married the man I had started dating, and "Rex" married about a year later. That was 17 years ago! After all this time, I still love "Rex". Of course I love my husband and am thankful for our children and we have a great life together, but all too often, I have dreams about "Rex" or just get him on my mind. Sometimes when I'm alone, I still cry because I miss him. I have never physically cheated on my husband, but I guess I always have emtionally. I know that's not fair to him because he is a good man, an incredible husband and father, and he doesn't deserve not to be the only man in my heart and mind. "Rex" and I only run into each other every couple years or so in town, so it's not like I see him constantly to keep the feelings going. I once asked him if he still thought about me and he said he did and that he has dreams of me sometimes .
So, I wonder if maybe we'll end up together years down the road if our spouses pass away or the marriges end? Like I said, I love my husband and believe it or not, I wouldn't leave him for "Rex", but I just wonder if there is more with him later? Why are we so connected? Why can't I stop feeling so strongly for "Rex" after all these years? How do I handle this? Any insight is very welcomed and appreciated. FW

You and rex were together in many previous lifetimes. And you were always in the position of taking care of him through each lifetime. The most recent, before this lifetime, you were his mother and he your son. You feel an overwhelming obligation to take care of him every life time. And every life time he has taken advantage of your do good nature. He was a no good son who stole from his doting mother for drugs and gambling.
Prior to this a terrible abusive,cheating husband. And you his loving,caring wife, did what ever he asked to avoid his wrath. He became ill because of his abuse of alcohol and syphilis and you tried to take care of him in his illnesses and he remained abusive to the end. You ran out to fetch some water and he died in his own vomit,mucus, his own nastiness whil e you were away. Only seconds, but the guilt is still lingering.
The fact that you have avoided him during this lifetime tells me you have grown out of that old need,but there is some lingering.
You worked this all out the last life time and have learned all that there is to learn from this relationship. And it was time to move on, no more carrying that baggage around anymore!
His soul has not grown up and still his addicted soul begs for you to be misderable with him once more. "If I could just have you back once more,Ill show you the difference" The difference is he has found all sorts of new ways to make you miserable over him this lifetime.
Before you came to this life time you set up a road block to him, for yourself this lifetime so that you would not be tempted! Your husband .
Your now husband knew him also in this previos lifetime and a pack was made to keep you from old boyfriends mitts. You made this pack actually with several beings, that are with you this life time around. I don't think it could happen even if you wanted it too. Peace ranieri

Stop fishing for answers from rex you know how he feels about you. You've been down this road before, that's why it feels so welcome and warm. You will have more with the one you are with. Peace ranieri

Rent the movie "The Notebook"... I'm sure you will find the answer to your question (of course the circumstances are different, but I do believe in true love and destiny and it sure as hell sound like what you have/had with Rex was destiny)

I Know exactly what you mean and I feel that one day although I am married and have children with another man I will be with My Soul mate also. I don't think it is wrong to have those feelings because once in a lifetime you will find not just love but great love and in the end great love wins, as long as you both feel the same way.