I had a dream of my ex-lover that I still so much in love with.
I pleading to my ex-lover and holding his hand telling him to give another chance. I won't do anything wrong and I think I might have even been crying.
He just stares at me like the day we got together and he doesn't say a thing. :confused: :rolleyes:

I still think about him and it been like 6 mons seen I talked to him he doesn't change his # and he claimed to say he had a girl friend. Is this dream a sign that I might have a chance with him again. But this time for keeps. If he had a good girl why he cheat for? I still cry about it till this day. Please give my advice on how to get over him or if this dream meant something I still have hope!

I get lots of strange energy here, a lot of going back and forth, not always being honest with each other, head games. Other people involved in the relationship that should not be.
You cannot be responsible for his actions but you can be responsible for yours.
Stop being a door mat for him, stand tall and strong. Because you are!!
You are looking for any little sign of life still existing between you 2. and he is willing to play and play he did. He has moved on.
Are you bored,bored with him or just life in general. Meet new people, put yourself in a position to meet friends that have your same interests your hobbies that lift you up. Not drugs or constant hype of argueing or emotional distress that is what you miss,action, not him.
And there are lots of lookers around you, healthy ones, that would love for the chance of being with you but you've got this emotional black cloud hanging over you head that everyone can see but you.
Deppresion, pms, the blues. What used to make you happy really happy before you discovered the opposite sex. Its like will the real synthia please stand up. You are not happy because you lost yourself in him. Face it there were things about the relationship you did not like either remember or not denial or not. If you think back you stopped wanting the relationship before your lover made the decision to leave. Boredom? You have learned all that there was to learn with him and it is time to move on. You decided this early in the relationship remember? In your sober moment it will come to you. You decided to move on you challenged the relationship. Good luck ranieri