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You need to make it all right for your self 1st. OK with your past, I excepth that it is a part of my past . It was a means to an end to get you here. You have to have all lifes experiences as a healer, in order to help others with their problems when they come to YOU.
It is easer for a man on a camel to fit through the eye of an needle than it is to enter the kingdom of heaven a wealthy man. You cannot help others if you do not know what it feels like to suffer, to be with out, to suffer the worst heart ache, to have your babies need for something you cant produce..
You work will come from many avenues, no one job for the rest of you life. You are being called to serve, to service the Lord. He is putting you where you are needed most, where you will and can help the most. Mr reluctant messiah come down off your high horse and look at those around you. I mean really look. There are people suffering and asking you for help everyway shape possible all around you!
You will have a diiferent jobe sometimes every 6 months to a year or 2, because he will place you where you said you would help. It really is not about you getting what you need this lifetime and gfriend has same exact energy. It is about. you are about helping others get what they want nad need. REMEMBER, you have already worked this kind of stuff out many lifetimes ago. Your energy is to heal the best way you know how. Do you sing, make things, give good massage, kind words ,help people make their life changes. And people change sometimes just by having you around, talking , you truly have a way with people you know what to say and to do to make them feel better. You have a craft, a gift you should focus on that you take for granted> Something from your past you think is just a Hobby. You dont take it seriously, something you had to give up or quit doing as a teenager or a child that is your gift..You are being told to stop, stopping. You are stagnating when you do this stuck so to speak. You are being told just take a damn job already especially if it has nothing to do with fashion, just get up and get that energy moving, so it will come, the rewards wiil come. But you think some of these jobs are beneath you. Come down off your high horse my friend and see how the real world is. Get involved, dont roll up the window of you escalade and go to your mansion on the hill and pretend you dont see the ones needing you crying out for you help.
Let go of toxic relationships, you have several friends and relatives sucking your life force out of you. They can and will do for themselves with out you, they are adults after all, alot better off than the others that really need your help.
Fights with gfriend are nothing more than distraction, a fly buzzing around you, you need to keep smacking away so you can get to the task at hand , but you cant, you let her distract you. And vice versa. Both pull your chins up and wake up to the new aeon. Look up to God and ask where or what you are to do next. Thats all go with the flow, the rest will come.
Its just like in the movie Bruce Almighty. When Bruce asks his boss why the promotions keep passing him up. THe Boss replies" because he is an hole, you dont want ot be an do you.
Stop fighting the flow, work with it, really. Turn down the noise level around you. I know this makes you uncomfortable, being alone with yourself, your thoughts. But like Bruce you arenot going to hear your pain and suffering. You will hear the prayers of others and what they are asking you for.
I was taught, because of my energy to help, growing up that if someone asks for you help, its because they really need it. Take yourself for instance, how hard it is to ask for money to borrow money when you are not even sure when you will be able to pay it back or even if youll be able to.. Imagine asking for directions, you dont want help with that. Your ego is afraid what will others think will I look weak. So if its that hard to just ask for directions think how hard it is for people in need with big egos in the way. It is hard to ask for help, millions of people dont go to counseling that crave it, because it is hard to ask another for what they need.
Yes there are ones who take advantage of this system. Like the homeless. Asking for money on the street. My friends get mad at me "why did you give them money, you are a single parent yourself? You have chidren to feed. He is a bum and wiil use it to buy drugs or booze!
But my friend, what if this is the bottle that makes himm realize that he can no longer live like this, it makes him pass out in the door way of a business that may just happen to be lost son or daughter that is looking frantically for him. Or whatever the situation. Please dont be cynical in this world, there are enough non believers, they lost faith for whatever has happened to them and dont trust the world, mother nature nad God to take care of. We may never know what help we can be to someone in need or how far are love will reach out. Maybe homeless guy loses money accidentaly in front of a hungry child whose parents neglect and do drugs and are wrapped up in their own selfish addictions because of their own pain from childhood.
Like the movie Pay It Forward too. Yes I was a single parent and I could have hoarded the money to myself and mine. It was spare change, all that I could give. I wished I could have given more. But that is my energy, I help. I vowed along time ago after much suffering about my own childhood tragedies, that I would always be a part of the solution not a part of the problem. And once you know better you cant go back and claim stupid. I forgot , who cares. You will always care, it is your energy. It is not in you to be a butt. And sometimes tempers when use dproperly in the right context are exactly what is needed. No name calling, no put downs stick to the argument at hand.
Remember the energy you give out to the world comes back on you fourfold. You send out 100% nastiness, excpect it back quadrupled. You send out 100% loving kindness, expect it back quadrupled. Most people act out of hurt, past hurts when upset. Like Madonna says in an old song " You cant Hut Me Now" ...somebody hurt you to... Or U2s song.. "you act like you never had none, and you expect me to go with out"
Lots of people would call these singers ego driven. But they too had painful lives and are healers of the world, quiet, listen to their words. Bono gets accused of being to political ,he cant help it. He cares and if everyone else cared that much the world would be a different place.
So gadget do you get it about your employment? Call in all your scattered energies. Tonight before bed, really, kneel down ask God what he wants for you. You will have your know when you wkae up tha t day as it unfolds, what you are to do.
When we pray, we are asking God for what we want. And when we are quiet and listen, meditate we are in receiving mode. That is when we then get our answers.
Remeber God at about Easter time. He knew what was to come, he knew his friends would not help and even tell where he could be found. He had no one to talk to around him for help, asounding board. He knew he would be persecuted for telling of faith and healing for all. He could have stopped it all at any timeto save his own self his own life. But he vowed to come here to be on this planet to give the good word to others to give hope to others.
When I feel life is being so unfair to me, I think of this story. I watch these movies again and again to remind me of my mission . I read and get a good price for my readings in my town. But I was to come here and try to give advice and help others without being paid allllll the time. This drives my kids and so called husband crazy. " Why free you are so good? You are worth so much more. They do not appreciate free advice, they call you fake because they do not value you and trust"
But I am Helping some, I get alot of private messages, I have to listen I cant ignore. And me and my family live a fine life, sometimes money is spilling out all over, and sometimes its tight. But I learned to stop fighting with it and to go with the flow.
Another movie to check out that will help 'What the Bleep Do We Know?"
You and gfriend have gifts you are here to share. Money will come when you figure this out. And then later you join your gifts and find a way to give back to the community and your money quadrples!!!!
Turn off the TV and stereo and each other. Listen. peace ranieri |
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