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I lye in my bed at night, I dont hear a sound, not a faint noise or breathing, or sheets rustleing as they move in there bed. Not a door opens not a light is turned on, no sound of faint creaping around, no floorboards creaking, not even the sound of soft carpet being stood upon. its like a massive rush going through my head, then i remember, what its like to be safe and secure. I felt that way when they were with me. and when I knew where they were and how they are, when I saw them every day. I was able to hold them, hear them feel them brush past me in a rush to go and play. To cuddle them wrapping my arms around them with love and feel there soft skin of there gentle little faces. to see them look at me with love and admeration the sparkle in there eyes, the way there little cheaks rase when they smile. I love them so much I can hardly bare not to be with them. When there here its all ok, and then I have to take them home and it starts all over again. I have considered the easy option but love them too much so I am stuck in this painful cycle called life. To my kids, I miss u more than you will ever know. I love you enough to die for you, there is nothing i wont do for you. All my love always Dad
this is more about me than it is them, they have settled well and adjusted way quicker than me. its almost 2 yrs now. They have friends and Family where they are, how can i say i love them and take them away from there mum just because I want them. True love is sacrifise. it just hurts like hell. In the UK women almost always win,she dont work cos she is looking after my daughter and Im at work all the time so they would have to go to a sitter, the court will not look favorably on me. (I live an hour n a half away from them.) thanks for your post.
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Maybe you should try talking to their mother, why dont she want you to see your kids, this is unfair and selfish of try asking her if you could only phone them at night just to say goodnight maybe it will soothe your heart a little if you hear their voices. I really feel for you
Thanks, she wont talk to me, period. I have to text or write. I call everyday for now, but she is trying to stop me, I fear she willwin, then it will hurt more. I was sein them every weekend then every Sunday, but she just wants me to see them one weekend now. I kinda understand but most gus would get to see the kids mid week. i live too far away when im working its too late by the time i get there. she knows this, but even if she didnt she is not giving that as an option. she is pushing me out.
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