K so my step dad and my mom have been together about 11 years now. Before he went to jail she told me how much she hated him and hopes he dies because she wants all his money and that's the only reason why she stays with the loser. When he was in jail I would go to her house all the time and we would hangout and talk about everything. I finally felt that I had a mom for the first time in my life. (I live with my dad and always have) stepdad was only in jail for 6 months and since the months has been over (march) I've only talked to her twice and only saw her once. I miss her so much but told her I wouldn't stay the night with him there. She told me that she was going to leave him and instead she loves him more then ever and never says a bad thing to him. Even though he did the worst thing he could possibly do to my mom. I don't want to call her because ill feel akward. I haven't talked to her since mothers day. I want to just go to her house but I feel that she would get mad at me. Should I call her anyway or just wait to see if she calls me at all?