[kornie]

We as a family have been having problems for a few years my Husband is never at home doesn't give me any money to look after our 4 children and life has been difficult I did leave him in June but couldn't live where we has moved as I was getn my car smashed also my children were being bullied and my eldest daughter got involved with a man that was no good for her. So my husband asked me to go back and I felt like I had no option but to return.
Since going back life has just got worse to the point were I nearly took my own life I couldn't get out of bed for 2 weeks...
My eldest daughter who is 17 went into school and told them I was locking my children in a room beating and starving them which was not true. I ended up with police and social work att my door they done their investigation well it is still on going.
Anyway my daughter left the next day and moved in with the man she had been seeing when I had left my husband. He is a drug dealer and just isn't any good for her, her family are low lifes.
My Daughter won't speak to me won't see me she stayed on at school she is in 6th year but hasn't been going.
I thought we had a good relationship everyone thought we were so close I am devastated. My husband isn't interested and as I said since moving back our lives have became unbearable. I'm trying my best with my other 3 children but am crying every day worrying constantly. I just don't understand why she doesn't want to see any of us. I don't understand why she lied to the school and has now left us in this mess I just really don't understand. My life was hard enough as was the kids without this.
Now she is living with a drug dealer in a dump of an area she will no doubt drop out of school etc I'm so worried... I don't see what I can do?