I think that you are a very young girl or maybe just acting like one I can tell because you said "i've been going with my man for about 10 months " notice that you said man as if he is older then...
Well I have the same problem I was put into foster care when I was about 7 years of age I know who my mother is as I lived with her up until the age of 7 but it has always been in the back of my mind...