Hey!
Just so everyone knows there is an age differnce between me and my boyfriend.
he's 29 and i'm 19.
I swear the kids were NEVER a problem before now. I love them to death, I used to go pick them up from school go get them during the week and now i can't take the stress of them?

I have four step kids, and a one year old and expecting any day now, my problem is I get so ill for no reason, I've tried to control it. is this just too much on me right now, i only have my step kids every other weekend, but when they are here it's just crazy I never had a problem before, i know they are kids, and are only being kids but for some reason it driving me crazy, i feel like my packing my things and leaving i get so stressed, half the time their daddy don't get on to them they could be screaming for no reason, he leaves and won't take any of them with him and then he may be gone for two hours when he leaves he like i'm only going to be gone 30 mintues, am i just thinking about me? My doctors are on my butt about me not relaxing, but I can't, my one year old evens gets to me at times, the kids ages are 8,5,4,3 and then i have a year old. if it not the kids it's everyone esle my mother says i'm hard to talk to right?
what can i do? I'm not trying to be this way.


I'm just so ill, and i can't help it. I feel like I'm being bad to the kids, I don't say anything to them, i try to play but i get mad, and they treat like little girl like she a baby doll,

I'm a bad mother aren't I?

brittanymommy08

thanks i will, )