A friend of mine died, and I only found out a few months after she died(she had moved away from me) and when I found out I had to track her mother down (since I found out here number had changed awhile back because I smsed her happy birthday and all and never got a reply). Her mom was a constable, and managed to find were she worked, but also found out that her mother could not handle her daughters death and had died a few months after my friend, and I managed to get hold of her mothers husband at the time, he has all my friends things, so I want to go there and fetch some photos and stuff were this is were it gets weird..
Last night I dreamt that I was at a get together with the girls, and Zanelde (who passed) was there, but in my dreaming stage, had forgotten that she was dead, now she brought me to her house, and watched me go through her things, when I got to her photos I remembered that I needed them, then remembered that she had died, so I turned around, and she was sitting on the couch, almost waiting for me to click that she was gone, and I burst out crying and asked her some questions about why she left me, and she answered saying I was supposed to meet her, but she passed before I could...
And I looked at her and said your very pretty today, and moved her hair out of her face behind her ear, were I saw a bullet scar on her temple, as if she had committed suicide ( I heard she died from a flue, took her a month to die at 20 years old) not sure how her mother died either. Then saw scratch scars on her forehead were I asked were they came from, she didn't know, and I persisted and asked again, that's when I woke up?? Though I knew I was dreaming, when I realised in my dream that she was really dead, I realised I was in a dream and I remember saying "dont wake up" to myself, to stay with her for longer and get answers?? Is there some deeper meaning? A bullet scar??