Hi dear,
At 17, you've been a druggie?? You are overweight??.. and apparently you've developed a very fast style of communication. I had a little trouble following you because of your hurried texting.
You use the word 'hate' a lot.. Where did your self-respect go, and when did it take such a turn. Could it be that you did not like the idea of your biological parents breaking up and now you have a problem with your father's new life? Is that maybe why you've given up on your life, except for your girlfriend?
At your age, with so much confusion and helplessness, you really need to talk to someone near you on a regular basis to get yourself acquainted with who you are and what you want in life. It is going to take a while for you and it will be a lot of work, but if you start now, you'll not regret it.
Talk to your parents and tell them that your present state and attitude is not working for you and that you need professional help to straighten out your life. They have a responsibility to help you, so don't hesitate.
It's great that your girlfriend is supportive and caring, but you need more than just that. And believe me, if she is for real, she will understand that you need to work with yourself. She will probably help you and wait for you, if not, then she does not understand the severity of your issue.
School and work will also be better once you've started liking yourself. And, that, young man, is the first thing you should start working on. You must see yourself as NO LOSER, just a confused individual who needs a bit of assistance in getting back on a better track of life.
See what groups, counselors, and other professionals are in your area and make a plan for yourself.
I hope that you get the help you deserve, you have a right to be a happy person physically and emotionally, and don't let anyone tell you different.
Keep us posted. We'll help all we can here, but I believe that you should also seek help from a professional you can trust.
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