Asked Oct 16, 2006, 02:50 PM
Hey.. You might remember me from my last post.. It was about my ex sending all kinds of sings he misses me(Posting our picture as his Myspace default, as his msn messenger display, sending me romantic songs that say "i miss you", asking me for pictures of the 2 of us.. Etc) and me being confused about getting back together or not..
For those of you who didn't read my last post, we were in a long distance relationship for a year.. We saw each other several times cause he came see me twice and I went see him once.. However I broke up with him 1 month ago..
The thing is the following...
My ex-mother-in-law, who lovessss me and with who I get along really good, talked to me yesterday... And here is the conversation.. Its short so you read it, judge me and help me figure out what the hell it means cause all of this has me so confused I can't think clearly..
(20:07) Jean: hi Stella
(20:07) Stella: Hiii
(20:07) Stella: how's it going
(20:08) Jean: good and you
(20:08) Jean: are you feeling better now?
(20:08) Stella: super.. I'm finally over my cold.. It lasted 2 weeks .. And for the last week I've been super fine
(20:08) Jean: great
(20:09) Stella: yes I know.. I was about to throw a party because of that
(20:09) Jean: Tom had a cold too he feels tired a lot
(20:09) Jean: how is life
(20:10) Jean: how is your new home coming
(20:10) Stella: my new homecoming what do you mean
(20:11) Jean: how is your new house is it built yet
(20:11) Stella: ohh noo... Not yet.. Its that my mom has been takin her time deciding what's the best to do.. So its all just starting... By next year Ill be in the new house though... Around may or something
(20:12) Jean: sounds good
(20:13) Stella: and well everythings been good.. I'm taking some more clases... Cause I was taking only 2.. For diferent reasons but I had too much free time.. And I've been meeting new people all the time in the university.. Its like there's always someone new..
(20:14) Jean: are you still thinking about coming
(20:16) Jean: are you coming when there is snow
(20:16) Stella: mm No.. I don't think I'm going to go anymore ..
(20:16) Jean: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(20:17) Stella: I know..
(20:17) Jean: I never ask Tom what is up
(20:17) Jean: he is very distant lately
(20:18) Jean: so I know he is not happy so I do not push the questions
(20:18) Jean: I wait patiently
(20:18) Jean: hard for me haha
(20:19) Stella: Yes... That's what you have to do.. But it wouldn't be bad if you talk to him though.. Sometimes when I feel sad I like to feel that my mom knows I'm not ok and asks me what is up even if I'm going to say "nothing" anyway
(20:19) Stella: its weird.. Its kind of to know that she's there
(20:20) Jean: I just know you are a special person who maybe in another time when he was more mature would be the best thing in his life
(20:20) Jean: remember no matter what happens you must stay in contact
(20:21) Jean: I speak to him but I have never asked what happened
(20:21) Stella: yess that's for sureee.. I always stay in contact with my friends
(20:21) Jean: I know his brother has asked but Tom hides his feelings
(20:22) Jean: and if that is what makes things easier for him I respect him
(20:22) Jean: I know you guys had or have a special thing no matter what happens nobdy can take that away
(20:22) Jean: I know I saw it in my sons eyes
(20:23) Jean: I respect you for being you it is not easy to be young and so far away from each other
(20:25) Jean: you are always welcome here I just want you to know that
(20:26) Stella: Thank youu Its just so nice cause I spent just a week there but I felt very comfortable you're all very nice and my mom says any of you are welcome here too.. When we have our house any of you can come and spend some days for vacation or something... Jaja tour guide included
(20:27) Jean: thanks you are so sweet thank your mom I hope we get to chat again soon remember we miss you
(20:28) Jean: if I CAN do anything to make things better just say the word I will do my best ok
kkkk Thank youuu and don't worry... And do what I said.. Even if he says " nothing" hell feel better whatever it is that's wrong
(20:29) Jean: ok I will have a little chat with him
(20:29) Jean: if you did know if something bad was wrong you would share it with me right
(20:29) Jean: because my kids are my life
(20:30) Stella: yes. I will.. Don't worry.. And I know you care so much about your family
(20:30) Jean: but sometimes in life they just need to figure things out themselves
(20:30) Jean: Tom is new to all this
(20:30) Jean: hockey is about all his life has been
(20:31) Jean: maybe needs a little polishing when it comes to woman haha
(20:31) Jean: you are a great girl so remember you 2 are young
(20:32) Jean: if it is meant to be it will sooner or later right
(20:32) Stella: jajaja.. Yes my grandma always says things like that... She believes in that kind of things
(20:33) Jean: me too
(20:33) Jean: have a great week and take care of yourself
(20:33) Jean: nice chatting with you
(20:34) Stella: Ok thank youuu You tooo... Be careful with the cold already... Jaja don't want to have a cold like mine... Nice talking to youu.. And say hiii from mee
(20:34) Jean: bye bye to you too we will chat soon
And that's it... It really hit me though.. It made me feel kind of sad to know for sure he really cares and loves me and to know he isn't ok..
It makes me feel kind of bad for ending everything and for not beeing able to do anything to make things better, cause we're still far away from each other...
But I'm afraid.. Do you think this is a trap or something? Is she trying to make me feel bad? WHAT IS UP?!
HELP ME FIGURE OUT THIS ONE!