It's me again! I am writing to all of you to I guess let some steam off and to inform you all.
I did some digging and found 2 other possible addresses. My problem is, is that the last known address was from Jan. 1st.2004 Which makes me want to give up on all this. When I talked to the childsupport agency she told me that his last known place was somewhere in Puerto RIco so the address is not current. He has no list of phone numbers so I am guessing he wants no contact from anybody.
I guess I was too naive to think that my father was out there somewhere and he wanted to meet me. I hate thinking the fact that he made a child with my mother and he doesn't care about even seeing me and progress I've made in my life. I don't want to hear that I can finish my life with out him because I can't. I've been thinking about meeting him and seeing him since I was 3 years old, I wanted to be apart of his family,my 2 older half sisters, my aunts and uncles. I have so many questions for him. I am so filled with anger,sadness,neglect. Why did my mother leave? How could she do that to me? Some of you may understand but others of you don't. I need to know where he is to look at him in his eyes to find closure in my heart. I am scared I will die not knowing him. But until then my search will continue and my prayers will be sent to the Heavens above. Thank You for listening.
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