what i've become

Well I have always been that person who nobody talks to or sits by or smiles at lol. And I have a terrible past to but now I am healthy and living and people do sit by me and chat so maybe its just a faze

Yes I agree I think if everyone is honest this world would be a better place

You know what I am the kind of person who now doesn't gives a to anyone....but I am proud of who I am...a self fish mean imbecile...and I like it...

You're not alone in thinking that by any means. My friend and I have talked about that as well, how here in Western society it's really expected to be friendly and smiling all of the time, even if you don't feel like that at all. It's in human nature too, for sure, to blame others for our mistakes because we don't want to feel badly.

You're definitely not alone in how you think, this is a good place to share your opinions and be able to vent

I am sick with suffering...and maybe just maybe...I might do something bout it...but I think I have to wait..

What makes you feel this way - weird physco why are you so angry with the world.
I think I go through the same phase as you I make my partners life sometimes a living hell and I love it but there is always a point where you have to stop.

What are you sick of suffering from?

Existence is a useless n senseless idea for me...

OK we can see you are hurting.

We can see you are angry.

Why?

What do you want to do about it?

Continuing to spit out venom isn't solving your problem.What can you tell us about yourself that you don't want to keep holding onto?

Anger over?Hating yourself for?

How long has this been going on?

What have you tried to do to change it?

Agreed. Spitting out one sentence statements isn't really getting anywhere, we need to start getting a little deeper here and these questions by KBC are a good place to start.

Stop thinking psycho- weird thoughts. . Start thinking
About doing as much good as possible for others. It can make a big difference
With you thinking less about self and doing good for others. Repeat this affirmation
Ofen, I AM HEALTHY, STRONG, YOUNG, POWERFUL, LOVING, HARMONIOUS, SUCCESSFUL AND HAPPY. We are all in trouble if we cannot change for the
Good and make this world a better place to live. Our thoughts can get us thinking
In a bad way, we should try to keep them on health good things.

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