I'm afraid of alot of things that envolve people or being seen. i mean like deadly afraid and too afraid to even tell anyone. Im afraid of so much stuff . itd rediculus. i dont know how other people arent this way.
I'm afraid to even tuen my work in at school. Or talk, look nice, everything. when i am at school i just sit their and never talk or do anything and i for some reason always bite down on my tounge all day and try not to even move...however when i get home i am a little different. I try to look my best and i wish i could at school but im afraid. I talk alot at home and i wish i could at school but im afraid of that tooo and im more active at home when t school i almost look like im just dead or something.
but im afraid of things at home too.
like saying or doing certian things when ppl are around.Most of it envolves doing homework and talking about school.
I fail all my classes cuz im so afraid.
why am i like this?
the4irs so much more im afraid of.

beth911

and its like i cant control this no matter how bad i want to ....like im just someone else or something. Like i really am dead. idk, but i wanna b differnet and im too afraid to i guess